I was supposed to go somewhere far from here, but something bad happened to me earlier.
OMG! My life is uncontrollable as usual haha 

I know how much its hard for me to realize what I want to do. Why does anyone  prevent me from doing what I want to do every time ? Who are they? How much do they know about me? huh? 

I have to do what I must do at least. 

At the end of blog, I dont know, actually I didnt think that this thing is proper here, however, I need a place where I can say what I think or am thinking. 

Sorry if I interrupt or bother. 

By the way, I wanted to go to Europe, and I will absolutely whatever it takes.