songs about....

When I'm listening to my old favorite songs, I feel just right back to the time that I was .
How nice and sad and sweet time it was.

I know I can't go back the time anymore and it's not come back never but sometimes... just sometimes, want to go back that time....
sweet my young days......

We had tons of own trouble individually which is really small and tiny things for now.
But at the time we were take those trouble seriously and crying screaming and mad for that.
and also very small things made us so happy....

so many people said
"don't know why you are here" "You don't know how life is hard" "what did you do and think in your life"
to me.
Shut The Fuck Up People!
YOU don't know how i spend a time in my life.

we always have different trouble that might be tiny when it past, but no one can't say like that.

I like my life i like myself i like my days but my old days are looks so blight and shine more than now.
kick my ass and get more blight and shiny days !!!!!!!!!!

but I can think and stay my old days a bit when I get tired or sad or....
I know most of my friends are not reading this blog but i just wanna say

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH and THANK YOU FOR STAY MY GOOD FRIEND.
I LOVE MY MEMORIES BECAUSE OF YOU GUYS...
IF I DON'T HAVE YOU ALL , I DON'T HAVE THIS TONS OF PRECIOUS MEMORY IN MY LIFE.
THANKS A LOT!!!!!!!!!

What I have to do in HERE.

I've been in Los Angeles for 2 yeas now then if someone ask me about what I got in here, I think I don't know how to answer to that....

Because I went to Music school for become a singer somehow I didn't even speak English but I came.
Now my English gets better than before but still I don't understand ....
I graduate from Music school but still can't sing well.....

living in U.S
wasn't good student enough
can't speak English well

What I am doing in here without studying ?

Here it is... time to take everything more seriously .....



try hard
do my best
never give up
never stop

don't forget to
laughing
smiling
and
loving






Here I come




Here I am




xoxoxo

what i done in America

Hi guys
How r you doing?? How is Japan going..??
I keep pray for Japan man


Well.... I live in U.S for 1 year and half now, it means I go to music school for 1 year and half already
How times goes fast
We have a big Final show in school before finish school
i just did that show 2 weeks ago
That was amazing fun
I've never had a fun time like that ever

I could feel that I grow up a lot and also learned a lot from my school when I was on the stage.
When I take first class , I wanted to give up my school....
They were speaking freakin' English didn't understand anything at all....
but I met great ppl in school thats why I could stay and keep doing my best in school
I really appreciate all my teacher for being close and nice to me

Usually 1 n half year later we graduate from school though I got failed from one core class then I have to take that class again for half year ....
so I didnt graduate in this time but i did my big last show so ...
I feel free now lol


but I cant stop doing music
I have to keep practicing and singing
because IT IS THE WAY TO MAKE MY DREAM COME TRUE


Sometimes felt lonely...
Sometimes thought quite music
Sometimes didnt wanna think about anything
i had a lot of negative things in here

BUT

I also got a great things too
met great people
had a lot of great times
my wonderful family is best my supporter
also my friends in Japan
they always gave me great energy and cheer me up


my dream is my mom's dream too
so i cant stop need keep running






thank god for giving me everything



love you all