null#6 「Because it's been a year」

Because it's been a year and I never hear 「I love you」from your lips

But you always go sweet with me so I can't resist

I hate your job but I grew more patient about it everyday

I always try to be equal to you, so age gap wouldn't be any matter

I truly love you but you never say it

You shut my question and I always think maybe your tired or busy

You grow possessive but I feel really secure

All I can do is waiting to meet you even I'm really busy, same with you

All I can do is waiting

But in a year my love for you grow stronger, same as my doubt about our future

Because every words right now feel really heavy

I don't want to hurt you but please...

I just want you to understand me too

My condition, your condition, country where I live, and country where you live

And the huge age gap of us

Only you who hold my heart

I do love you

But..

What am I really to you?