護送用トラックに乗ったとき、外の人々が見えた。ただ歩いている人さえ、輝いて見えた。楽しそうにおしゃべりしたり、美味しそうな飲み物を片手に歩いたりできるのは、外の人だけ。ずいぶん自分とかけ離れてるように思えた。

出来るだけ外の景色が見たかった。早く外に出たいと思った。

留置所も広い部屋に移動してからは楽だったけど、外のガラス越しの揺れる草木が羨ましかった。

外を歩きたかった。

うさぎが🐇たくさんいて癒しだった。

それから留置所によって、配られてる食べ物が違った。広い部屋になってから食べ物がマシになった。けど、不味くて食べれなかった。残してたら、周りの人が食べてくれた。

いつも残り物を狙われてる感じだった。

筋力が落ちないように、ひたすら歩いてる人もいた。みんな今頃何をしているのだろう。

When I got on the convoy truck, I could see people outside. Even the people just walking around looked radiant. Only people outside could chat happily and walk around with a delicious looking drink in their hand. It seemed so far away from me.

I wanted to see as much of the outside as possible. I wanted to get out as soon as possible.

It was easier in the detention center after I was moved to a larger room, but I envied the swaying grass and trees outside through the glass.

I wanted to walk outside.

The rabbits were 🐇plenty and soothing.

Then there was the food that was distributed differently in each detention center. The food was better in the bigger rooms. But I couldn't eat it because it tasted so bad. If I had leftovers, the people around me would eat it.

I felt like I was always being targeted for leftovers.

Some people were just walking around, trying to keep their muscles strong. I wonder what they are all doing now.