I looked at the sky out of the window.

The sunshine was not be there,just black clouds were over my castle.

Some trees was killed by the thunder.

And he will come here soon

together with the beauty and fear.


I know I'm afraid of him as dark.

He gives sorrows and hollows to people on the street.

And he gives his love to me...


Can I shake off him?

Can I choice the brightness?

But I can understand my true mind now,

I know he can't fly without me.

The nightmare is approaching to me.


I'll follow him.

But where will he go to?

But what will he do with me?

He kissed me and he said"No one can tear a pair of us."


I used to dance on this landing.

And I met him here.

I used to play this piano

And he listened to that behind me.

I used to watch the stars.

And he flew as a crow in the black sky.


Is this real?

Is that a dream?

I will be with him,

I will fall into the hell with him.


Nothing over me,

and no one can help me besides you.

He said that endlessly.


The eerie children called me from the dark.

And he waited for me on that way.

He took my hands and


he cried.



Then I was shot like a poor bird,

and I sank into the red floor.


He said "Nothing can tear a pair of us"

I believed that...

Sometimes I feel that I was sitting on a piece of ice.

I'm still waiting for

it begin melt.

I must flee to the land.

But I can't stand up anymore.


I know that what do I want...


No one will care,I know and I feel

I can't fly away.

I'll on the cold place forever,and I never touch the someone's warmth.

I am afraid that so I can't move.


I'll just wait


for someone who wake up me.

When I felt hallows,I tried to think of her.

I know I'm in the dust now,

And I can't see anything.


She was standing at my back all the time.

Just there had a melody,the melody was mending us.

But the melody was dead and gone.

What can I do anymore?


Show me the way to that place.

I can meet her in there,you promesed me that.

But I'm in the disappointment,and no one appear front of me.


I was sitting on her back sometimes.

Just there had a melody,the melody was confusing us.

And the melody was dead and gone.

What should I do from now onward?


The melody broken my heart.

The melody broken my line.


Be an angel,

Be an angel,

And be like him.

Just the melody said...


I can't escape from this melody.







More colors

Gimme more colors

If not,I'll feading like celluloid flowers.


Just I want colors.

Paint me brilliantly and vividly.

I need your color.


I'm celluloid yet.

Share and adorn.


I'm just celluloid.

So I need colors,I want colors.

Can I get glow?


I'm not gray,I'm not blue.

I'm not up to be celluloid.


More colors,gimme...

I have had cold since day before yesterday and my nose was bleeding today,

I want to keep to my house tomorrow!


But I know I can't do that...(´_ゝ`)

I realized.

I was thinking about that for a long time,But I'm not in love anyway.

I just imagined.


Maybe,I was impatient of love.

So I duplicate the same error always.

But I dicided,I won't duplicate the stupid things.


Why do I have to hurry?

What can I get?

I can't get anything after all.

So I don't have to,I don't have to hurry.


Let's wait and see.

Someday I'll find a answer.


I won't duplicate the same error again...

To talk and to laugh to hug.

All time we were feeling and thinking each other.


I wish that you're around me forever.

'Cause you take good care of me.

I can't live without you. I do not say lie.


Please don't go away from me.

I'm true. I'm thinking of you so much.



For my dear friends.


When I have fun with my friends,
I feel happiness.


When I'm listening to my favorite song,

I feel happiness.


When I'm acquainted with nice person,

I feel happiness.


When I'm praised by someone,

I feel happiness.


When my friend is talking to me her everything,

I feel happiness.


When I'm exerting myself for my dream,

I feel happiness.



When I am free,

everything seems to shine to me.



So I want be free eternally.



I'm trying to be lady all the time.

I want to be woman all the time.

Maybe he is the cause of that.


Always I'm reaching up.

Anytime and everywhere.


But I'm not satisfied with that.

I can't reach up in fact.


I must be ridiculous.

I wanted to cry.

I wanted to scream.

I couldn't hold those feeling.


My heart was shot.

My body was tattered.


But I didn't do anything.

I merely lay down.


'Cause I lost myself.



I heard the news.

My friend's mother was dead suddenly.


And I found myself.


Why am I here?


Now I can answer that.


That's reason is sorrow and happiness.

So I am here.



I lie again.