Dear Edward,

I am stay at home for long time....I am feeling not good now,,,,I don't know who can help me and what kind of help i need.

Three days ago,I went to find you but you weren't in.I am afraid of everything.I have no idea that what's wrong with me.

ok i know you are so busy so you don't have more time to stay with me and tallk with me.That's ok,i can understand you.Just please don't forget me.Then I'll forgive you.:)

Mom said that i should leave you but i can't...that's impossible.you know i can't lose you.So don't think about it for too much time.

In fact,I have more words want to tell you but i have no time.I have to do something else.

So,please take care of yourself.Don't worry about me.


love you,

Candy

okay


The Spring Festival's coming now...


what should i do?


はい、やっばりなにもないだなー


did you see the movie named Twilight?that's a really good movie i think..




anyway


i decided to find someone to take care of me..i can't stand the life now


awful!!!!




i think i don't have anything to say and just to be alone...


i changed


sometimes i think no one can undertand me but the truth is.....i don't want to talk with anyone


but that's not too bad


some interests were change and never come back


what a pity


maybe i never know that and never understand


i didn't hurt anyone but someone did.


what should i do...