I finally decided to go to Australia. I dream to go to Australia with my family. However, it is too risky for us to buy discount tickets in well advance and also fix schedules of all of us. I gave up taking twins to Australia and asked my husband, sister, mother and child-care center to take well care of them.
2018 is the start of my 40'S road and means something to me. Considering twins, I was not willing to go to Australia leaving them behind me. On the other hand, I was sure I should go somewhere to get fresh air for myself. I was in a very bad mood and complained everything. I was not very happy at that time. In fact, I didn't feel happy even if I was happy.
So, I made up my mind. I went to Australia with my firstborn son, where I had studied for a year, to feel something different and get apart from motherhood routine.
