Yesterday, I finally received a reply from Concordia University...
As you know, I applied for a major in photography as my first choice.
I discovered photography with my first camera this autumn and since then, I fall in love with this art. It was kind of sudden when I decided to apply in photography for university, because just before that, I was sure I'll go for an bachelor of East-Asia studies. Concordia is one of the best university in Quebec for art. Despite it's an english university like Mcgill, student from Concordia are very kind and pleasant.But then...

Yesterday, I spent the day with R. It was been a long time since we hang out together. We went to eat some pho at Pho Lien Restaurant. It was really good, although the old woman next to us was a little strange. She was speaking to herself. She was probably really lonely. I hope she enjoyed her meal tough. Nothing is better than the warmness of a good pho! After, we went to Café Myriade near Concordia. R is a Concordia student in translation. But she's thinking about changing program, she wants to go in sociology. At the café, I had a latte, and seriously, it was the best latte I ever have.
In our way to return home, me and R, we talked about going to Japan next summer. R already went to japan once. I never went there. I can't wait to meet you, E. We been friend for such a long time, but it's a little scary to think that we've never meet.
E, how are you over there? Hope that everything is fine for you. Do you remember the first time we met on the net? It's already been 4 years... I can't wait to meet you.

When I returned home, the first thing I did was to check my mail. Then, the moment finally came. I received a mail from Concordia, I've been accepted. But... not in photography major, my first choice. I've been accepted in Certificate Modern Chinese Language (Mandarin) & Culture...

I was so frustrate, sad... frustrate at myself for not being good enough for being accepted in my first choice. But then, this feeling gave me motivation. I said to myself: Alright! I will finish this certificate in Mandarin while improving my photography skill and then, I'll apply again!

But... Although I gained some motivation... I can't deny this sadness inside me...
At this moment, I feel so alone...