damn....

ya about 4 or 5 days ago my opa died...

WHEN I WAS WATCHING A DAMN MOVIE IN THE THEATERS WITH MY FRIENDS DAMN....

wish i got to know him better...

and for those who don't know what opa means, it means grandfather in dutch and in german.

so...like on monday i went to a wake/open coffin

and it was weird

he looked like a clay doll...(>.>)

so ya and on tuesday i went to his funeral

and like i got to take home a rose...it was pretty tho

i still have it, it's at home

does anyone know how to preserve flowers?

D=

if you do

can you please tell me?!

HALLOWEEN

hehe at school its a "dress down day" meaning i get to dress in my own clothes for once ( dress down day happenes at least once a month )

i'm a gothic kitty today =D

well...without the tail xP

plus i'm not wearing the dress that came with it because it's to short at the bottom Dx

so i'm wearing my short black dress ( a few inches above my knee)

with a sweater because my mom was spazing " oh it's to cold wear something with it."

and with it, i have torn fishnet pantyhose

and like i dunno maybe about 1 inch high heels

=D

i won't trip in them because about 2 or year ago i took a modeling course and they taught me how to wear them without falling

ps. i won't be on my computer tonight and tomorrow either, i'm gone to a halloween party =D ( using school computer as usual)

o.o OMG

omg omg omg omg o.o its kai's b-day

lol i bet my friends are annoyed about yesterday xD cause on msn i type and copied kai in paragraphs and posted it like i dunno 16 times xDD

=D i guess it just proves i wuvs kai

see!!!! he is adorableeeeeeeeeee

happy b-day kai-sannn !