Dx ahh i'm sorry...
a lot has happened like last week >.>"
and i just didn't feel like making blogs
now i feel bad..>.<
ok first my mom made me get the H1N1 needle to prevent me from getting the pig thing ( wiz's idea XD not mine) ya the pig thing (swine flu)
i cryed alot 'cause i'm scared of needles
-.- someone needed to hold my hand
mmm lets see...mmm
ah! oh yes me and my wifey had a fight cause
i got jealous
she got a gift from rametan (vidoll) Dx
lucky....
why is everyone so lucky
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i wasn't able to go to the diru concert
cause its only in the USA
GOD canada sucks balls.....
my online sister is moving and now i have no contact....and that makes me depressed
my best friend haruko ( i know its a girls name, but he is ideed a boy! RAWR)
well he has been very sad... andi have been trying but failing to make him happy again Dx
and what makes it worse is that i started doubting myself
in such as
being coming a fashion designer
seeing all my friends
such as mizu, haru, reiko, reina, daizii, yuki, siseja, tari etc. >.> ( i have wayyy to many online friends)
and other stuff i just don't want to tell you...
cause i hate it when people worry about me
i just hate it
cause then they, well i don't actually have a reason but i just hate it when people worry about me
for ex. when i'm sad
cause i tend to hide it, but they drag it out of me when i do the scary 3 dots --> . . .
after each sentence -.-"
yes so if you see the scary 3 dots after my sentences you know something is up...
anyway i'm of to being depressed
see ya