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29.8.2005-10.5.2010

I had to put my dog to sleep yesterday.. it was kinda easy decision because he was very sick and it was almost painful to watch his suffering everyday.

I feel suprisingly normal atm. But yesterday I was trying very hard not to cry when we went to the vet and I succeeded quite well, until I came back home... I'm glad I was alone because I absolutely hate crying (in my head crying makes me weak) and usually I dont cry. I didint cry even when I sprained my knee badly ww

Anyway, yesterday I cried so much that I almost couldnt breath . . . . sounds so pathetic (￣_￣ i)

Well, well.. what else, hmm.

If someone knows how to get a bed to Helsinki without a car, please tell ww
I should move to Helsinki soon, but I cant do that if I cant get my bed with me.


That's all for today

oh, and here's a pic of meee

マザーズデー

So it's Mother's day!

Yesterday made a cheesecake for my mom and she liked it. Even I think it looks quite good and tastes ww





I also cleaned whole apartment (not my own room tho). (^ε^)♪

*yawns*

my bed is full of dogs once again (´＿｀｡)

my mom told me that yesterday Ringo was sleeping next to me and i was hugging him like a soft toy XD poor dog..




gah, i really should sleep >.<




.........OH NO... no, no, no, no I FORGOT MOTHER'S DAY (w＿－；

it's too late to buy anything and i dont even have money and aaaaa what i'm gonna do

Well i just have to figure out something easy and cheap.

man that sounds sad XD