wated life

can't belive that i've graduated from high school
and my poor grades just let me down
i aready chose a not so good school
but i'm stiil afraid that my grades are not enough to go there.....


i never dreamed that my life will be like this
but....i just wasted my high school life
i didnt fall in love with anybody
i didnt study hard
i didnt get on well with my classmates
i just addictted to illusion.....hah how poor i am ?


now i'm nervously waiting for my grades to come out....
at june 23th . then i'll know if i can go to my college..(ﾉ_･｡)
i'm so hopeless



cant eat cant sleep i'm sick...

LOL

havent written at this blog 4 many moths....
ah just wake from another wasted school term...
oh no one can help my poor math grades..


these days i obsessed with the game Togainu no Chi
and the game company Nitro + ChiRal
haha damn !
why didnt i know them earlier??

囧...

mika n manmaid ~~
haha
but mika is cuter

neko is so cute
T^T
i wanna keep one
but its a little bit ex~

yesterday i went out wiz my friend 荷~
haha
to 南锣鼓巷~

pigg~~

sushi market

the fisher boi is cute=3 yaya

cute ya



>w<

past n future

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futrue is so hard to see

i never ever know what whould happen tomorrow

and i dont like to say that we should treasure now.

ummm...

guess i should do something more

but i seems to get into trouble

i dont really know why we alive

and i feelings about alive n death is very fuzzy

and dont know what love is

i always be hardworking to get good grades

but i dont feel happy.

now this year i relaxed myself(so my grades flopped)

i dont feel happy either

i think that being happy is easy

but also hard

got no religion.

years i spent

remind past ,i dont remember about hapiness

i forget hapiness qiuckly,but i always remeber bad things.

about future,i dont really have any opinion.

umm,,,just spent everyday as they come..
(im too Pessimistical)