OVERLOAD

Right now I'm trying to Patrick life so that I can say to others he lead a happy single life lmfao...
Well, moving on is all I can do.

Every maker wants to see their pigg happy right? They do everything they can for the well being of their pigg and take all possible cares to ensure his/her looks good.

Oh Patrick... May he forget why he is crying someday.



Dear Patrick who art in heaven, I hope you're listening.
( ﾟ-ﾟ)( ﾟﾛﾟ)(( ﾛﾟ)ﾟ(((　ﾛ)~ﾟ ﾟ this is for you.



"Shale, screen your worry. From what you won't ever find..."
"Wings wouldn't help you, wings wouldn't help you down."

H/S

コンセント・・・

When I like someone, I find every little thing they do adorable. I can't help it.

Anyway social events are not for me, period. Thought I would go just to soak up some atmosphere but honestly there's too much of it to even think about soaking up. The frenemistic atmosphere is EXTREMELY INTENSE. It's like walking into a room with two-faced bitches, okay? Literally! Aunt called and told me to drop by, so I did but UGH once I stepped in, I felt.. small. Unimportant. It's not the customers because I've seen plenty of those who resemble my relatives. Yeah they make me feel small.

This is why I hate social gatherings, because there will always be that extremely confident person who WILL come to you, scrutinize you AND CRUSH YOU ｡ﾟ(T^T)ﾟ｡

No matter how many of these bullcraps I've been to, it's all the same.
That is, unless someone else has got your back... even so~ (´＿｀｡)




Good night. まあ、慣れましたｗ　おやすみなさい皆！

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泣いたりしないで

It is very quiet in here. And I miss seeing all the posts that used to be on facebook before pico doomsday. There was always so much fun stuff going on and now its just so quiet too. I was wondering how is everyone?

I hope you guys are doing okay ヽ(*・ω・)人(・ω・*)ノ

But you know... there will be people willing to help you but at the end of the day,
you've got no one to depend on but yourself.

I will always try my best to put up with people's attitude here. I feel this way because as an outsider you can't take a lot of risk. Trust me, it will eat you up alive.

Okay I just REALLY need to get this off my chest a lil' bit. From my own perspective as sad as I was at that time I felt like there was a big differences going on here between people and between races...
But I don't want to go there right now because I have my hands full with what I'm already doing.
Although it's not my country, not my concern, none of my business.
Just don't let "haters" get to you, If you do, they win.

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Shall rest early tonight and give tomorrow my all.

H/S