We all take a different path when walking through life right? So I've been thinking about staying single forever｀;:ﾞ;｀;･o(ﾛ≦〃) Because I couldn't never imagine that one minute you're happily married, and the next minute you're completely by yourself. I won't let that happen to myself. Not in a million years.
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For your information I'm not a pessimist. I guess I'm just not the marrying one. And to be honest with you I can't wait to get myself a dog.
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High School's supposed to be the best years of our lives. And they were for me. Even though not all the memories you had there always fun. I may seem like I'm always enjoying somewhere and it's like my life's an open book but what people don't know is that I keep so many things to myself. Inner struggles, emotions and words left unsaid. One nights I just sink into myself and it feels like the world is eating me up. But I don't give up. Because I'm thankful. I'm really grateful for this life and the ability to have friends and an education.
2008. The last of my senior year, I met someone. I've considered her as a stranger because she's not from the group. She asked me "Can I read your book?" and I said "yeah, why not." And trust me again, It was unreadable book. I really want share my struggles with life with anyone who wants to read about them. And I found it accidentally. It's kind of funny because we don't even know each other. But out of nowhere I believed her intentions are sincere. I guess instinct is a bitch. After that she wrote me something. I replied. I've never been this happy. It goes on and on until now! I mean can you believe it? It's been 5 fucking years!
I've learnt so many things from her. As alone and gloomy as you may feel today, you are not alone. You don't have to feel like no one understands you or that no one loves you. I've been there. Just sitting around, feeling extremely depressed. I promise you! It gets better! The truth is, you are loved and that's all matter. Even though things seem like they’ll never get better, they will if you always do your best to work it out.
Just want to get this straight. The purpose of this blog is not only to share my life experiences and points of views, but I want to let you guys know that there is hope. I don't care if you're an atheist, a christian, a buddhist, agnostic, a wiccan, or any of those other religions. I don't care if you're gay, lesbian, bisexual, trans, or anything like that. I don't care if you're black, white, latino, or any other race. You are loved.
I want to dedicated this post to you, my lovely stranger ❤
I literally can't stop thinking about it and laughing how can I get through this! god damn it. They were totally killing it!!
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Here's the full list of winners:
Best Motion Picture - Drama: "Argo" Best Actress - Drama: Jessica Chastain, "Zero Dark Thirty" Best Actor - Drama: Daniel Day-Lewis, "Lincoln" Best Motion Picture - Comedy or Musical: "Les Miserables" Best Actress - Comedy or Musical: Jennifer Lawrence, "Silver Linings Playbook" Best Actor - Comedy or Musical: Hugh Jackman, "Les Miserables" Best Supporting Actress: Anne Hathaway, "Les Miserables" Best Supporting Actor: Christoph Waltz, "Django Unchained" Best Director: Ben Affleck, "Argo" Best Screenplay: Quentin Tarantino, "Django Unchained" Best Animated Feature Film: "Brave" Best Foreign Language Film: "Amour" Best Original Score: Mychael Danna, "Life Of Pi" Best Original Song: "Skyfall," Adele from "Skyfall" Best TV Series - Drama: "Homeland" Best Actress TV Series - Drama: Claire Danes, "Homeland" Best Actor TV Series - Drama: Damien Lewis, "Homeland" Best TV Series - Comedy or Musical: "Girls" Best Actress TV Series - Comedy or Musical: Lena Dunham, "Girls" Best Actor TV Series - Comedy or Musical: Don Cheadle, "House of Lies" Best TV Miniseries or Movie: "Game Change" Best Actress - TV Miniseries or Movie: Julianne Moore, "Game Change" Best Actor - TV Miniseries or Movie: Kevin Costner, "Hatfields & McCoys" Best Supporting Actress - TV Series, Miniseries, Movie: Maggie Smith, "Downton Abbey"
皆様、おもでとうございます！ヾ(＠＾(∞)＾＠)ノ congratulations! all the winners!
I want to talk about it a little bit before going to bed.
So congratulations to Ben Affleck! Argo has won 2 category which's Best Picture - Drama and Best Director at the 2013 Golden Globes. Based on a Declassified True Story, Ben Affleck's dramatic thriller, Argo is told us a chronicles on life or death covert operation to rescue six Americans, which unfolded behind the scenes of the Iran hostage crisis - the truth of which was unknown by the public for decades.
I've never really been a big fan of him over the years but I have to admit Argo was an excellent film! It was easily one of the best film that I saw in 2012.
Not to mention it was well directed from beginning to end. And the acting was very good.
But I know it's kinda awkward because Argo was one of the Golden Globes big winner but the fact that he didn't get nominated on directing category at the Oscar, It makes him look questionable. But on the other side I don't think the Academy should be ashamed for not nominating him for best director. I don't want people to think that he's the only person that has ever been snubbed for an Oscar nomination... because he's not.
Before go any further, let's take a look on the 85th Academy Awards nominations for Best Director :
1. Michael Haneke for Amour. 2. Benh Zeitlin for Beasts of the Southern Wild. 3. Ang Lee for Life of Pi. 4. David O. Russell for Silver Linings Playbook. 5. Steven Spielberg for Lincoln.
It's very clear here that Kathryn Bigelow & Quentin Tarantino also weren't nominated for best director. I said earlier on facebook if Amour gets a Best Picture Nod, then Haneke will also sneak into the top 5 director slot instead of Tarantino. To be honest with you guys I never thought that Benh Zeitlin will be nominated for best director at all. Although Best of The Southern Wild was emotionally powerful film. But it's not an Oscar without a twist (￣▽+￣*) lol... On the first place I thought this year nominations are going to be a competition between the finest. So yeah I think Benh Zeitlin is definitely an underdog here. However I think Argo, Lincoln and Zero Dark Thirty are the top 5 front runner to win the best picture at the Oscars. It's too obvious!
As for Kathryn Bigelow did you guys think she sounding like she's becoming one trick pony? Because I have to disagree on that. Maybe it's her signature. And I don't think Academy left her in the dust. Zero Dark Thirty has been nominated for 5 nominations at the Oscar, including Best Picture.
Argo also did a very good job! 7 nominations but here's the thing. I've been watching both Academy Awards and Golden Globes since I was in Junior High. And there's a fine line between The Hollywood Foreign Press Association and Academy of Motion Picture Arts and Sciences in so many level. So there's a possibly that Argo will win nothing! It happened before for example in 2011, True Grit had 10 nominations but didn't win a single thing. The bottom line is you just can't predict who's gonna win the Oscar based on Globes.
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BEST RED CARPET LOOKS
Best dressed for men goes to Leonardo DiCaprio.
Best dressed for women goes to Marion Cotillard.
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Let's also take a look on Jodie Foster speech while accepting the Hollywood Foreign Press Association's Cecil B. DeMille Lifetime Achievement Award.
To be honest the first time I heard her speech. I didn't understand at all. It went too long. Is she planning to quit acting? Is her mom dying? but it was very touching though.
But after I saw the full transcript. I'm finally able to understand her speech completely. I would love to see her on the big screen again in a really excellent role. I think she's as talented an actor as Kate Winslet.
And what the hell? People were tweeting about she was actually coming out? Seriously... Jodie being gay is no big secret. I really don't get it why this is new to some of you although I have to admit it was a beautiful classy speech. It feels real to me.
I want to see Robert Downey Jr. hosting the Golden Globe. He's very cool.
I tried to convince myself that this isn't a dream.
I was possessed by the devil inside of me.
I don't know who's to blame. Told all my friends that I don't think we should say anything. Karma and circle of life. They could come back to haunt us someday.
But when I was home, I had to ask myself exactly how I ended up so pathetic. He laughed at me and told me I was the only one left behind.
Time sure flies even when you wish you could turn back time... One day he said he had to leave me for a while. And someday, when you are not looking and you're not thinking, you will see him again.
There's always a future from every past.
You try to move on with your life like a normal person. But you are becoming so distracted by the thought inside your brain telling yourself that you can't run away from your past. No matter how far you will go, you you can always turn around.
Unfortunately things do change through time. But the more I know, the less I understand. It goes on and on until I met this group of amazing people in high school. They told me if it's okay to dream even though some people are way too politically correct to understand that we're all human.
I had the greatest time in my life back then. All the voices, all the fantasies, and all the sex drive. It was so contagious that you couldn't help to fall into the land of sin.
Suddenly everything just fades away. It was like so blur that you almost can't see. I did everything I can to get myself back again. But It's too late.
I tried to end it more than once because I did not want to look back. And boom!! I realized I was on a sinking ship with the devil and this time he appeared as a desire. He waited well over a decade for this moment to come. He said that he would consider doing some pieces for me... but he would need something in return.
Just when you thought it couldn't get any shittier. But did I complain? No. Seriously why am I still holding on to something which is already long gone?
Sometimes just wish I can split myself into two so I can make everybody happy. I've been hurt, deeply. I imagine I will heal someday, but for now... I really need a plan.
