my motherland still much insufficient remained to be ameliorated...however people only familiar and dare to try the things they already tried before but afraid to embrace fresh things using chinese perfection to hide their timidity.the fact i have known since i was a child but i m infected with the thought inevitably for the cruelty of my people and society's view of weirdo!enjoying my life in Malaysia is metaphorical for i love myself there(:
and abandoned the pedantry a bit i guess
but finally being back here,can't get avoid of the background of my society and my people....meanwhile suffering and surviving by hiding myself deeper than i did for whole year when i was a freshman in the uni.
i guess i live in daynasty