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Wassuup?


It's been a while since I updated anything... I have been having my high school final exams going on and there are still few left; math, chemistry and French. Hopefully I will pass all of them and graduate in August.グッド!


I have been going around the city in job interviews and finally got a job for the summer and next year since I'll be having a year off from school due to the fact I didn't apply anywhere. にひひ I still have to make few calls and go to four introductions of the work I'll be having. Then I'm officially working for a big grocery store company.あせる


However, the real reason why I wrote this was not to tell about my working life but to tell that I was in a concert again! Me and my friend bought VIP tickets to Satsuki's concert which was in Helsinki on 5.5. I hadn't listened to his music that much before but I knew some songs and really liked them so I decided to go. Also the tickets were really cheap; 17 euros for regular and 37 for the VIP which we took.


I had my Finnish exam on the same day so it was very stressful day for me. I didn't really know if I was able to make it to the concert in time but luckily the doors opened a bit late and I made it there in time. When we got in we were shown the way to upstairs where Satsuki was waiting for us rolling posters for every VIP person. It took me a moment to even realise that it was him and not a staff member....にひひ Then we were told to get our own phones to get picture with Satsuki and this is ours:



Totally cute aren't we? He was so sweet having his hands on our heads. :3 However, the staff member couldn't use my friend's phone so we had to show her at least twice how to take a picture and Satsuki also tried and told the staff to "try harder" when he was actually able to take a pic. Finally the staff made it and we went to wait for the warm up band to start.


After the so-so warm up band Faek, Satsuki came on the stage and I can honestly say that he is one of the sweetest people I have ever seen. He was talking a lot to the audience and making jokes all the time. He also sang some songs that audience members requested even though that certainly wasn't his plan.音譜 There weren't that many people in the audience and many were really shy to shout during songs but Satsuki encouraged people to do their best and show their true selves. Absolutely amazing man!ドキドキ (If he ever reads this I'm going to be so embarrased.. xD)


After the concert I went to buy a T-shirt which is from the Satsuki's own brand. I decided to wear it for the signature event which was held slightly after the concert. So, when I went to get his signature on my poster he noticed the T-shirt and shouted (quite loud): "Satsuki T-shirt!!" and gave me a surprise hug.... I was totally shocked! But it was so sweet of him. After that he hugged everyone who wore the shirt.ドキドキ


I deeply hope he will come to Finland again as soon as possible and give warm hugs to everyone. I'll make sure to wear that T-shirt in the next concert and show my love for him.ラブラブ音譜


"Unessani minulla on siivet, todellisuudessa olen siivetön"

Trans: "In my dream I have wings, in reality I am wingless"

-Satsuki-


See ya!王冠2

This ain't nice anymore!!


This morning right after I woke up, I read the news from Facebook that DIO & Dirtrucks concert had been cancelled because not enough tickets had been sold.... I had been waiting for that concert for a long time and the cancellation really drove me down. I didn't really feel like doing anything today but lay down and cry...ハートブレイク


However, there is something good about the cancellation too even though it now doesn't feel like it. I would have had audition to a theatre school on the same day with the concert and I was ready to give up with it because I really wanted to make it to the concert on time. Thanks to the cancellation I'm now able to participate the audition with no hurry. I'm still really sad tho...


Also with the money I got from cancelling the ticket, I was able to buy a VIP ticket to Satsuki's concert in May 5th. Now I'm just waiting for it to come. Hopefully, it doesn't have to be cancelled...


ハートブレイク I just really wanted to see Mikaru...ハートブレイク


Well, that's it for today. I just had to open up about this.


See ya!王冠2

Wassuup?


First of all I have to tell that I had my birthday on the 17th and I did basically nothing. I literally sat on the floor of our basement and dyed my hair. It's all black now!チョキ Then on the 18th the last year students in high school had their leaving party, including me even though my school still continues for few weeks. It's a tradition for those students to drive in trucks around the city and dress up/cosplay characters. I decided to put a rockish look on that day. :3

..... But apparently my pics don't want to get straight so have to put it like this...ハートブレイク



Then on the 19th evening I went to Helsinki with few of my friends. We wanted to be there early because there was History's concert on the 20th that we wanted to attend and actually be in the front row. So, we went to the line at 12am and waited there for seven hours dancing in the middle of the road until we got lining numbers at 7 am and we could go to do whatever we wanted. My number was 14!ラブラブ


During the day we were just eating and walking around but luckily the time went really fast and the clock was 4pm quite soon so we had our final check up before getting in to the venue. The doors opened at 5pm and I actually got my ticket at 4.57pm thanks to my friend who messed up with it... I was in such a great panic!爆弾


The gig started 45 minutes late but the waiting was totally worth it! The boys were absolutely amazing and funny. The first thing they did was that they spoke Finnish to us and complimented Finnish pizza. XD Then they also asked if we wanted to join them to sauna.... Those idiots..病院 Anyway the concert went really well and i got to shake a hand with one of them who actually happened to be my favourite member. ドキドキ


Then to the greatest part: the VIP event after the concert. I knew that we could give them a high5 and that we would take pictures with them in groups of 8. So when we got there with my group, which was the last group, the boys started to shake our hands with "lot of love and care" if I could say it like that. :3 Then the staff member guided us to the positions for the picture and I sat on the floor in front of my favourite member! That was already awesome but then I felt hands on my shoulders giving me a slight massage..... Oh that boy!! Of course I thanked him in Korean and he started the massage again.ドキドキ

Then after the pictures were taken I got up and turned around to wave to the boys but right then the favourite member of mine, whose name actually is Sihyoung, took my hand and shook it.


Now, for the next part you need to know that I have a disability in my left hand which is why I have only two fingers and actually the other one isn't even a finger.. But anyway, I'm still very shy with it since I'm afraid of the reactions of others when the notice it so I usually hide it quite well.


But now, I'm sure Sihyoung had noticed my hand during the first time we hold hand since we held with both. And then during the last shake, he pointed at my left hand which was behind my back and smiled and nodded few times. I took my hand in front of me and he took it for a moment and smiled at me and then I took my hands, waved at all of them and we all left. When I walked down the stairs and started to cry... I was in such a shock! Even though I'm already 19, I still appreciate a lot if someone just smiles at me and understands without saying anything. Sihyoung is definitely going to stay as my favourite member.ドキドキ音譜





So that's what has been happening lately. Then today my friend woke me up by saying "B.A.P is coming to Finland!" How am I supposed to live anymore?! Just waiting for the dates to be published. Also I will put some more pictures when they get published. ;)


Now I have to start writing my English essay....時計


See ya!!王冠2