Is it me?!! 0_0

Man! This weekend has been kinda crazy 0_0 I mean my friend was in the hospital (u know who u r^ ^) my


sister had to take her baby to the hospital because he was mad sick, he had a fever of 103F. Also the guy


friend that I've been trying to stop liking talked to me on AIM on saturday. We talked on videochat for like


an hour maybe more than that...which was kinda weird because he seemed like he really wanted to talk to


me...I mean like everytime I had to do something he would say "hurry up" or "when you are done come talk


to me" or "I'll be here when If you still wanna talk."


I was like "What is going on with this kid?" 0_0 And now I'm thinking...Am I the girl that he was talking about


on facebook? But no! I cant jump to conclusions!!>_< I mean he mentioned that he was moving to korea


with his mom...I was like "Oh...." I think he kind of noticed that I didnt like the idea but when we talking


about learning a language, I told him I wanted to learn japanese and he was like "no, dont do that." I was


like "Why?"0_0 He was like "because you need to learn korean" or "you have to learn korean." I was like


"ok...why?" and he gave me the same answer and then it hit me that maybe I was the girl he was talking


about on facebook...I was like no!!!>_< but part of me is saying yes!! but I was so scared and confused


thinking about it. I had to pray about it. Thank God I prayed about it because all of my fears and confusion


went away.


I'm hoping that God will help me out with this situation 0_0 My friends think that he might like me or


not...but one of them wanted me to test the guy out. But seriously I do hope we can talk again ^ ^ It was


fun but I was so nervous my hands were shaking when i was talking to him.


I'll keep you updated on it! Gotta go!! See ya!!


GBU!!! (^o^)y


-Kiddo

yeah about him...

so I did mention earlier that I was gonna talk about him U_U Yeah hes a friend that I started liking last year


and then I thought I didnt like him anymore...I had to stop liking him cuz he ended up dating my friend but


i guess it didnt work out and so a couple of months ago I started talking to him more and we hung out and I


guess my feelings for him came back but i told him that i use to like him but not anymore cuz there was


some misunderstanding that was going on but it got fixed. But he started acting a little weird after I told


him that I use to like him...I was like ok 0_0 weirdo...


But now i'm going to stop liking him because he likes some other girl...I dont know who cuz he posted on his


facebook that he couldnt stop thinking about a girl. My friend who's friends w/ him is wondering who it is.


Maybe he met some girl where hes staying at right now?0_0 or maybe he was secretly dating or talking to


some girl and he doesnt want everyone to know about her yet. I dont know but I dont want to get hurt again


so I'm going to stop liking him...I think it's best because I dont want to get all emotional and emo if I see him with this "mysterious girl", whoever she is.


But I wish them both luck or should I say may God bless them both and I hope if he truly likes this girl then


I hope God answers his prayers^ ^


He's probably not the guy that God has for me so I should might as well give up on him and move on!^o^


Hai! hai! lol My guy is somewhere around I just have to wait for him ^ ^


I'll wait for him! I want to show him that he was worth waiting for!


Please God protect him and guide him to where you want him to go, hopefully we'll meet soon ^ ^


Gotta go! see ya! GBU!!!!


-Kiddo