Susupicious

For about a week and half, I've been coming to the office earlier than any one else in my department. Reason was to change my attitude toward work.

Then realized it was briskly efficient in getting things done in the morning. There are no persistant calls, no one shouting over my head, and felt very comfortable mentally.

But, to the change of my attitude, my bosses are not entirely comfortable. They even feel susupicous about it.

Interesting...

I've always thought they had no interest in me.

I guess I would have to manage myself to show what I do now and what it is for, sometime soon.

Kick

Sorry... Please forgive me.

Can someone tell me best way to get a girl back?

Reason why we broke up was because I had hidden the fact that I had cheated on her, and also the fact that I kept her from someone, or party of people, whom I shouldn't have.

She told me she can't be generous anymore. I understand that perfectly.

But she is the one for me. And I believe she thinks the same.

There was this bond in between us, I've always dreamed of.

Now that she refuse to answer my phone, or even told me not to call her, I have lost my way to ease her. But I don't want to wait. More I wait and keep the silence, she would go away from me. She will try to forget about me...

I don't know why I couldn't stop doing what I had done. I am very dumb. I hate myself for doing what I did.

I am very sorry.

Please forgive me and give me a chance.

Kick

In 30 years from now

I got this mail from my friend.

"When I became 20, I didn't care much about my future. But now that I am turning 30, I can easily imagine myself in 30 years from now"

Hmmmm. Interesting.

I will have to think about this.

I am not sure, whether I can do the same.

Why is it difficult for me to imagine that? I don't know that answer either.

I will think about this over the week.

Happy New Year!

Happy New Year, everyone!

First of all, I will introduce myself to whomever reading this blog.

Hi, my name is Kick.

Live in Tokyo, Japan and used to live in United States.

Reasong why I started writing this blog is simple.

"I want my English ability back!"

I graduated college in Japan, and now I work for a Japanese Corporation, so I rarely have chance to speak, read, and write English in my everyday life now. Its been ten years since I took SATs and TOEFL.

Back then I had little bit more skill and ability in English, thanks for all the words I had to memorize in order to score enough to be accepted at US colleges. But all that is gone now.

So, I thought I should do something about it, and realized I should write a blog in English. It would be very nice if someone out there would point out wrong usage in English grammar and words.

Anyway, I will try my best to keep up this English blog.

Kick