Recently, my ex boyfriend's (TinG) new working place is very near for me, we're both at Central,
ar...we are best friends since we're broke up in 2006, Oh! 4 years!!
we can be best friends like this....is not easy....
Because i love him until i find my boyfriend (Fung) now.....
just 1 year ago, i don't love TinG anymore,
because he always hurt me and change girlfriend frequently......
everytime when he was broke up with others,
he must call me and share his feeling with me.....
and i may think that .........why he donesn't love me again?!
during 3.5 years just like that..
last month, TinG was broke with his 1 year girlfriend , he loves her very much...
as the same......he phone to me and talk about it....
first time, i saw him cry.....cry...cry.................
because he loves the girl very much...
i tried to comfort him.....
At the same time...i want to break up with my boyfriend,(Fung)
because he's not suit for me,
he like to go to bar and drink drink drink ...always like that..i hate it..
and don't go to work!!! i'm so angry about this..
however, he told me he can change for me......
can i believe him?!
So, i tried to talk to TinG about that,
He told me that i must think twice.
Because don't give up your ture love...
i got to think about that.
Now.......1 month past,
i go to work with TinG everyday because we are the same working place,
And somethimes he cook some food for me, (he is a cooker in a bar)
he said that if i broke up with my boyfriend,
he wants to be my boyfriend again....
i feel that ....i like to be with him more then my boyfriend now.....
WHY?!
am i stil love him....or not?
or....this is just we are Best friends for 4 years?!
i don't know how to choose.....
vexation (ノ^^)八(^^ )ノ