Lost Myself...嫌い! -2ページ目

Lost Myself...嫌い!

黒い、白い...

私の人生を嫌う...

自分を嫌う...

20120503
今天久違了~跟兩位美女外出 =]
約在朗豪坊吃下午茶
謝謝kin的禮物,很香喇
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20120508
今天的早餐很有趣,加了飲管變成草莓牛奶
但是午餐那杯芒椰雪蛤爽...十分酸=_=||||
還買了新case~iphone要換衣服喇www
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20120509
初次動手...為狗狗剪毛
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20120512
大清早起來去把亂草修剪一下再弄個新髮色
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謝謝媽媽今天煮了花膠湯給我
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20120515
今天再次發炎...
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iPhoneからの投稿
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在這短短日子裡,沒更新在家搞自閉

最近經常感覺鬱悶、疲累
持續性的低氣壓仍舊圍繞著我,甚至長期失眠...
行為上反復無常,情緒也開始失控...思維變得更遲鈍,記憶力和注意力持續下降
愛胡思亂想也會突然哭起來,總之什麼情況都不對勁

夜晚輾轉在床上,明明很累但不能入睡
對身邊事物不感興趣,精神難以集中
總覺得自己一事無成

不知道自己到底在想什麼,想要什麼,煩惱什麼?執著什麼?
想要過什麼生活, 到底我怎麼喇?

我不是一個樂天派,習慣所有思緒獨享
習慣了被動的我
有時候會莫名的難受,卻不知道為了什麼
明明跟周遭的人/朋友說說笑笑,卻覺得寂寞和孤獨
覺得自己是個容易被遺忘的人

不知道在什麼時候才學懂主動一點,表達自己多一點,與人分享多一點,愛自己多一點...
2012/04/10

人生無常 , 生日如常
願身邊家人朋友們 健康快樂!
衷心感謝大家的祝福 , 謝謝!
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2012/04/11

最近朋友們傳來櫻花相片
這晚看相片賞櫻喇(笑)
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2012/04/13

天后誕!!又到巡遊的日子
由於封路設施實行...除了大清早被鑼鼓聲吵醒...也表示需要提早上班
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下班後與幾位好友約會~補祝慶生飯
閒聊途中得知好消息!!
恭喜!!! 好友要當媽媽了!!!笑
好友不願意露面~笑
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2012/04/08


G.BUDDIES ocean park遊記




朋友們好幾個月沒見面了~


讓你們久等~~對不起 m(u_u)m





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今天謝謝你們讓我玩得瘋癲~過得十分充實愉快!!!




2012/04/09




不得不承認...老了!!!!


昨日玩了一整天


今天上班完全不在狀態....很累 Zzz…(*´?`*)。o○



iPhoneからの投稿



Something, something as simple as me hearing your name
[hearing your name]
Puts me, Puts me in a place that I can't even explain
[Oh no I ain't never been here before]
I really didn't know back then
But right now I am totally sure
Baby I know I'm your friend
But I wanna be much more
Oooh

I get butterflys when I see yah coming
Oh boy you got me running
This feeling in my stomach
Tells me I should be your woman
Cause your the only one who makes my fairytale come true

How can someone make me so sad
But still I only want you to stay
I wanna say "I love you" so bad
But I dont wanna scare you away
Please I wish that you'll understand
That I wanna be more than just your friend
I wish you loved me

I see, I see talking to them girls on your phone
Ummm
I wish I could that I could tell them all to leave you alone
Ooo
Really didnt know back then
But right now I'm totally sure
Woooaaah
That I wanna be much more

[Now I know just why]
I never really liked your girlfriends
[Boy]
Never really gave them a chance
[Oooh boy]
Cause I realized that I'm your woman
Your woman

How can someone make me so sad
But still I only want you to stay
I wanna say "I love you" so bad
But I dont wanna scare you away
Please I wish that you'll understand
That I wanna be more than just your friend
I wish you loved me

Said if you really love somebody
I mean really really really really really love somebody
Let me hear you say yeah
[Yeah]
Let me hear you say yeeeaaah
[Yeeeaaah]
If you really know you need him
And you know deep down your never gonna leave him
[That your never gonna leave him]
Let me hear you say yeeeaaah
[Yeah]
Hear you say yeeeeeeaaaaaah
[Yeeeeeeaaaaaah]

How can someone make me so sad
But still I only want you to stay
I wanna say "I love you" so bad
But I dont wanna scare you away
Please I wish that you'll understand
That I wanna be more than just your friend
I wish you loved me
How can someone make me so sad
But still I only want you to stay
I wanna say "I love you" so bad
But I dont wanna scare you away
Please I wish that you'll understand
That I wanna be more than just your friend
I wish you loved me