Be positive n hav fun for everythin!

Still am struggling to get used to living in Tokyo...and still feeling not so well.

I dont know why and what happened to my body.

My bodily functions have become very unstable since I decided to return to Jap.

To think too much ab my lovely frienz left in the distant place causes some disorders.

However, time goes by as usual.

I need handle this situation well.

Exactly, Tokyo is not so much internationalized n thr r many inconveniences or conflicts

to remain as a global person as I used to be. In addition, thr r extra efforts required to keep

my English skill at appropriate level.

Also only what I can experience here r numerous frustrations from

domestic ppl whose mouth r shut up for aliens n city-life whr is "quarantined" from abroad.

However, is it gd thing to be so denial?? I asked myself. Of coz, "No".

I'm trying to change how I see my life in Tokyo, tryin havin fun for everythin.

Though, am trying to be positive,,, still slightly doubtful. Why am I stayin here in Tokyo?

Can it contribute to my life somethin worth as a global citizen? Through my work, my life?

Of coz it's too early to conclude n need be patient and positive.

I understand it but...too tough work for me.

Let's have a discussion!

I watched an interesting discussion by Professor from Harverd Uni on TV. It's held at Tokyo Uni.

Discussions btw Prf and Uni student were coverin from the royality toward our familiy, society and country to responsibility for them.

The last topic, that's very interesting and deeply caught my attention, was whether the past wrong-doing by the country beccomes the responsibility of the present people and need show apology toward other countries.

The Prf, examplified this by the issue of dropping of the atomic-bomb in Hiroshima.

He asked Uni students whether Prs Obama should show his apology toward victims and the Japanese Gov.

Of coz, opinions were split. In my opinion, he must do so. As mentioned in the lecture, the every single people of the country naturally has the royality and responsibility to his country as if an individual person has the royality and responsility to his family and relative community. For example, if your fimily member commit a crime, a murder, you would not directly but indirectly have the responsibility for victims and those families. Of coz, you dont have any posibility to be punished. However, what's the morally collect is to show your sincerest apology to those remained families.

This is the important essence of this topic and therefore, I concluded Prs Obama should show his apology toward Hiroshima and Nagasaki. It's not the point to discuss how many times have been past since then. In the WW2, U.S. military and then U.S. Gov dropped atomic bombs in Hiroshima and Nagasaki and massacred non-militant inocent people, breaching the international treaty that verbally protect inocent pple from unreasonable military attacks.

On behalf of the United Stats of America, Prs Obama has the responsibility for his nation's wrong-doing and past wrong-doing and should take action, representing then U.S. Gov.

---to be continued.