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今日覚えた言葉

相生:夫婦が一緒に生きていくこと
番い:二つのものが組み合わさって一つになること
玉響:ほんの少しの間
刹那:意識の瞬間
時雨心地:涙が出そうな気持ち

ちょっと心がキラキラした

Happy New Year!!!

These past few days has been pretty crazy, ever since around the middle of December.
I met some really old friends from when I lived in Paraguay. It was a reunion since 13 years!! It was really nice, I love them all! Such nice people!
I also had some dinner (called drink? lol.) with my Junior friends.

It is always nice seeing old friends, one of the things I personally think is precious and priceless. I consider myself very fortunate concerning friends. I am really blessed, I have such good friends around me, who I can laugh with and have fun with.

And then I had my exam, and Christmas just came and went by like a wind. lol.
And... voila! We're already in 2011!!! just HOW FAST TIME FLIES BY!!!

So, anyways...

It's a new year, new start! So here's my new year resolution:

1. I will give all my energy in my piano, preparing for the graduation exam next year. And I WILL perform at the selected students' concert.

2. I will do a concert this year. With my brother and sister. A real concert, with only us three "Petit Amadeus".

3. I will find a way to live my own life, be independent.

First thing first though, I really need to get ready for the concert on the 23rd. It is scaring the fucking hell out of me!! I'm sooo worried! I only have 21 days left!! God bless me!!!

I have finally started the regular practice, to my relief. HOWEVER, the piece I am currently preparing requires some sacrifice on my poor hand! My fingers... The glissando is hurting my fjnger, I mean, my skin is coming off -_-...

But it's a really cool piece and I really like it!! PLUS it is VERY important for me to get this piece ready. the sooner the better. I will perform it on stage as many time as possible.

I will practice at least 6 hours everyday until the concert is finished.
I MUST.

Best wishes for the coming year!!!

I've posted my fortune telling paper? Omikuji. I liked what was written on it :)


KT's day...♪
Shite, it's 24th already... This diary is meant for 23rd. lol.

Just a quick note to myself abt the dream I had.

I'm at an airport. The flight has been cancelled, or so it seemed at first, but then we managed to get another one in 10 mins.

There was a really annoying girl, with her bf or smth I think. Taking photo with herself and him with her iPhone. For some reason, she suddenly tells me to sort her photos (I think?). And because she was a really annoying, bossy bitch, I got angry, we tried sabotaging each other. She somehow had my mobile, and tried to blackmail me with it, which was pointless because my mobile needs a password. Ha. And then, I suddenly go running for someone, (someone related to her?? to blackmail her back or something?) And meet two old friends from Paraguay. Both really nice people, helping and caring. (T and S). Suddenly, the ship I was on (This whole thing took place on a big ship.) started to break down. T and S tries to stop me from going any further, fearing I would get hurt. I promise them that I would come back. They won't let me go, and come with me in the end.
I win over this mean bitch in the end. And kiss T and S thank you and say good bye.

I also met this person I don't know, somewhat Indian looking man, who helped me destroy the girl, but he didn't tell me his real name, because he was being chased. He was killed shortly after. I find this out when i was in a church, 5 or 6 coffins were brought in, and in one of them, was the Indian man. However, when I was crying over the loss, 3 or 4 of the dead body suddenly came to life, and he was in one of them too. BUT then, the mafia guy disguised as a priest shot himright there. And he was really gone for good. The evil mafia started shooting randomly, but someone killed him too.
Right after this horrible thing though, a friend of mine had a surprise wedding. And i was so touched by the warmness of it and weeped. (So there, I cried for two things, death and marriage).

What I liked in this dream was how strong and confident I was.
I want to be like the "me " in the dream. Confident. Open.