Toronto Christmas Market;)
it was great!!awesome!!!
but soooo cold(;;)
finally i booked my flight to Japan
I have to go home
have to?
should?
need?
maybe I need to go home
despite of my feeling
need to be a good girl, right?
for my parents
I have to get married
and give birth
..can I have a baby?
I'm worried my disease would influence
if my kids also have the same one,
I don't wanna give birth
sometimes my heart doesn't work well
can I bear with the pain and hardship?
I have lots of worries...
anyway I think too much