うまくいかない。

泣いて忘れられるほど甘くない。

おねがい、、わかって。もう辛いんだよ。良い子してるのつらいって思ったのはじめて。


やりたくないこととか理不尽なこととか聞きたくないこととか。。

早く学校はじまって?もうなにもかも忘れたい。
eat pray love is too much for me apparently. even those instinctive things are huge burden on my shoulder cuz i lost my appetite in my life!!
i feel empty by doing nothing these days knowing people in 東北 are struggling to get out of the situation. i feel like shet that im making excuses of doing nothing.
i wanna do something to people in devastation of course. but i wanna commit to myself to know what i should do. there was a guy praying for the god everyday. what hed prayed was please let him win the lottery. the god said, please buy tickets. now its time for me to buy ticket then???
work is not what i want. losing the point of my life is the hardest feeling ever. ha...keep watching movie and see whats gona happen to me.