DREAM
I need the time to think about my dream.I have never been such as blackness so dark situation.
So, but I think I don't have any other dream, because I have been having only this dream since I realized to think about my dream.When I was 9.haha
Do u think am I such a stupid?But it is true,I have never thought others.
I prond me:-) It is my presious.
so maybe, no, absolutely I cannot think others.
so what should I do is?
you know hey girl.
please come back.
So, but I think I don't have any other dream, because I have been having only this dream since I realized to think about my dream.When I was 9.haha
Do u think am I such a stupid?But it is true,I have never thought others.
I prond me:-) It is my presious.
so maybe, no, absolutely I cannot think others.
so what should I do is?
you know hey girl.
please come back.
1 month.
hey long time no see:-)
I didn't know that it pasted one month since last time i wrote this blog.
Anyway, I'm staying with new family and so i think i'm getting change something, but I'm not sure.
I need change, I know, I realized why I lost my dream since I came here.
I think, I am sore loser, you know what I mean, I hate that I'll be defeated from someone or something like that.So I need something to push me up like a rival who has a dream same as me.In Japan, I always had people like that.So I always have been keeping my mind.
But in here, nothing to push me up.They don't have anything can push me up.
It's like a OMG for me.
So, I have to get up by myself, Its really hard, u know, but i have to do, if I really want to get over my dream again.
I have to think about it.
how long do i want to run away from that??
CHANGE
people can change
Whoever who has a dream and power.
and need love.
I didn't know that it pasted one month since last time i wrote this blog.
Anyway, I'm staying with new family and so i think i'm getting change something, but I'm not sure.
I need change, I know, I realized why I lost my dream since I came here.
I think, I am sore loser, you know what I mean, I hate that I'll be defeated from someone or something like that.So I need something to push me up like a rival who has a dream same as me.In Japan, I always had people like that.So I always have been keeping my mind.
But in here, nothing to push me up.They don't have anything can push me up.
It's like a OMG for me.
So, I have to get up by myself, Its really hard, u know, but i have to do, if I really want to get over my dream again.
I have to think about it.
how long do i want to run away from that??
CHANGE
people can change
Whoever who has a dream and power.
and need love.
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i'm in US.this is my exchange year's life.
i don't know why,i'm really tired but i can't sleep every night.
i think i hav a lot of stress during i don't feel.
am i fighting for everything?
do i go to forward to make sure my dream?
can i answer for my lovely parent's dream??
i dont think so.
i'm not good. l have to change.
something to new
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