In the end I looked at all the posts I did and even the one's I wrote a few days ago seem silly.
But I guess nobody's reading it so it's okay v(^-^)v
That's why I have trouble showing who I really am. Cause I don't know how people will react.
People here don't try to make friends with me. I have to try to make friends with them.
And I want friends but
I guess in the end I'm running out of energy and willingness to do so. What am I doing to myself!
A lot of it's also pride too. Haha how silly.