I wanna smash windows. Skydive. Throw things. Headbang. Run around like a madwoman. Eat cake. Watch cheesy chickflicks. Be myself. Throw all my worries away. Travel. Go to the beach. Fall in love. Dance in the rain. Sing in the shower. Lay down bricks and make something. Paint. Hug random people. Be fuckin crazy.
I want life to be spontaneous again.
Life's become a cycle. I gotta break it.
Help me.