To my dear mystical man
Did you remember? This was first time you greeted to me by Wechat and said: あってますか❓合ってますよGlad to knew you in my life.2018.3.31it's your 29 years old birthday. Happy birthday to the man who is the most mysterious in the world. I wish you have strong body and find your ture love in future.I don't know what's your condition for your work or study. Not clearly know where you are and what did you done. I don't hope the stress from your job will erodes your life.PleaseBe Relax ~You have terribly headache and must take medicine to reduce. Don't pay too much attention on computer and work. Take care of your health OK?Am I selfness and crazy?Yes I am. I don't want to loose you.Though I have boyfriend and I still keep in touch with you. You are special and you taught me lots of.I even never imagine what you look like. I only want you can in my world.I don't know why you called me" Crazy girl" what did I done you thought that was crazy behaviour?I am really really love you and suffer from the deeply painfulPerseverance. From 2017/11/2, you disappeared without any messages. I sent message to you, I added your line, I called your mobile, even I sent a present again but all are failed. I was afraid to hear from someone who would tell me you leave the world. I just wait. Waiting for your messages your responds. I won't give up until I found one day I saw the status of messages were"read". I cried for a night. But there were nobody I can convey...I just thought why you read but didn't tell me what happened on you from now on?! You. Never told me and explain to me at all. Are you working in FBI? I hate you always leave without any information. Did you care about me? What do you regards me as a friend? A woman who would like to send you photos? Or I am tool?I respect you but you make me disappointed again and again. Don't you think I will leave? Yes, I am not willing to leave from you. However, do you know, Ripon? Do you know how I upset during the days you disappeared? I felt helpless and I miss you a lots... You disappeared without nothing and come back give me the go-by and keep your mystery.I gradually aware that I am foolish .We never met. But i give you lots. Finally I aware that I just foolish.Name: RiponBirth:3/31Graduated: Chiba UniversityMobile:09060140569Address:小金井市Perhaps I only knew this. And there won't no more.I even don't know your name.I afraid to bother you although I really miss you. I don't have courage to wait and endurance anymore.Down to the end of heart will never fool aroundI am not regret to know you. Finally we can't achieve see the bloosm, talking for a night and go to 石垣島.You are knowledgeable person and work hard. Perhaps I am not Japanese so that I can't close you more.You have no way to make us getting better. Understood. I also have no way to forgive you and understand at all...The feeling like broke up.Should be end. At last we even can't be friends.Imaged lot of times how we meet in airport, if have opportunity I would like to visit the places you had told me in Japan. I saw the news, 桜🌸咲いてるIt's really beautiful,特に夜。I couldn't be the tourist to see the Sakura in Tokyo,I just typing the farewell letterUp to now, you didn't explain to me what did you done before the days. I think i am very obedient and always at beckon with your order, never daring to delay a moment.But you... Never know what did you think at always disappeared without information.Please do not to hunger strike, it's bad for your health and make no sense. You have chosen to move forward with your life.頑張ってね〜Be the man you wanna be.Dear Ripon, I hope you will know how I care and worry about you. And remember I had ever come into your life. Probably I was stupid, 優しくない and naive. This might be our result. Good to say goodbye and all the wishes to my dear you.合ってますよ私はRIPONさんが大好きだ😘先生に好きになってもいいですか？答えは:ダメですかな...我真的真的真的很喜欢你。谢谢你。如果可以，真希望下一次可以早一点认识你。See you in my dream.Best regards，Glt
