~18~

Me and my dad still don't talk...

fine with me...

my grandmum told me to apologize... yeah, right, I'm not the one at fault
well... WHATEVER...

because of this whole situation
I've been in a war-like mood
and i've been listening to some old stuff like :



WOW there's some progress

dad just helped me put my new earring on
and he called me 'Justyniu' not as of yesterday just 'Justyna'
wow, that's A progress

well

though we might be bockering

I still love him

~17~

what can I say...

I'm PISSED... literally, in capital letters....

the day started awfully... rainy so I couldn't go
that's really bad, because of my busy schedule I won;t
be able to go horse riding for about next 2 weeks that's really BAD

apart from that, I argued with my dad...

about the way some text in movies is translated.
of course he, knowing no foreign language (he knows only some Russian ),
is an expert in translations, and I after 5 years of studies, and being able to
speak 3 languages, have NO idea

He pissed me so much that I left the dining room (it was during dinner)

I won;t allow anyone to say I'm stupid when it comes to things I am sure about.
( and things he said meant I'm stupid...)
if I wanted to tell him he does his job wrong, the III WW would start...

so because of this I've been like a today

and he probably expects me to apologize... wishful thinking...

I have a really soft heart so I cried almost all day...

I wen't to see my sisters and tell about what happened
we had a small but it only made matters worse...

the only cure I have right now is Rob Zombie .

I always listen to his songs when I'm pissed, they relax me somehow

~16~

Today a bit sad entry as a few minutes ago I came
back from my friend's funeral

I cried a river... he was only 23, I haven't seen him for
couple of years, but long time ago we belonged to the
same scout's team.

It was a sad gathering, but I was able to
meet people whom I haven't seen for... 10 years

May he rest in peace