wondering

I'm just wondering what can I do.
I have no confidence anymore
I can't do anything

though

love myself no matter who I am
what if someone hated me,
I have a lot of friends who help me
never ever forget that


I know i have my "home"
they are waiting me in Japan
so I want them to see perfect myself
That's why I can be here





missing you is the hardest thing for me
I'm always thinking about you guys
plz never forget me
The biggest fear for me is everyone I love forgets me.









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CANT

cant sleep


seriously



can't sleep





this is the saddest time for me
miss u so much






yesterday


i woke up at 3

NOWAY


I skyped w/ miyu


it was fun tho i have to change my mind
i'm sorry mom


i'll never such a long time skype

sometimes
internet makes me crazy
sometimes
i cant see what's wrong


change






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KOROKKE

yesterday
I cooked korokke.



when I get up, my mother asked me"Do u wanna cook supper?"

and I said "uh yea"


she has already boiled potatos and stir fried beaf to make KOROKKE

she had no idea how to cook tho lol



and we went to get rest of ingredients.






then I thought we cook together


however

she gone away lol




finally I was alone


All I had to do was to make korokke by myself

but I've never maked it
also I've never even fried something

This is big pinch lol



but I DID



I COULD



I'm nothing but a genius haha








it was taste so good haha








but
washing greasy dishes was the most pain thing


I was soooooooo tired

I went to bed 8 because of KOROKKE








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