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I am currently lost in a dream. or,, maybe Im just thinking worse.
I dont know what my plans are. I dont know who I love. I dont even know who to trust. Things are going fine but whatever thats in my mind, they are all distructions of my life.
Yea, theres so many distructions in our life. Like gambles, loves, entertaiments, and sometimes FRIENDS.
Throughout my past 20years of my life, I'd made so many people cry and made them live their life in their sorrows. Though it wasnt on purpose, and was an accident, I never made myself say sorry to them NOR did I tend to do so. Maybe I was a real butthead.
Thats how I was.
but now its all different.
I try to understand people by standing on their side, making sure that Im not saying anything weird or hurting someone. I do things that dont waste my life.
I feel so comfortable doing these.
but on the other side, I sometimes get so tired thinking about others.
I sometimes loose my excitements of my life.
I sometimes forget my plans of my life... what I am living for...
Is it just me?



