in last two or three blog posts i put here, i was blinded.
I had to watch the movie "he is not that into you" in order to realize
that my crush is not interested in me at all. lol

I am not going to give him anything. I am not going to do anything to him from now.
That's it. move on...

He is simply a jerk. period.

i feel like im expecting and wanting too much.
but at the same time, i don't know what i TRULY want.


I just met him and talk for a sec...

he seemed he doesn't want to talk to me... what did i do...?

did i do something wrong?


i don' think so because we haven't talked for weeks...

bummer................