Recentry I might be getting weight.
I want to be thinner and thinner.
But I am inwillingto do nothing especially.
what a contradictory my behavior is!
today is my birtdy.
new birthdy,
I have been disappered of myself,
not only because of my idreness but also not being a tarented person.
YesterdayI failed to be erected as a menber of the team menber ,for next kyudo competnt.
I was filled with sadness and ,a littre of dissatisfaction,
What was cause of my failure was from my thought and my attitude.
I regret on what I was ,
so I have decided to do things following .
-Keep being like a jerry-fish,-
Not forget that the world is like water, so it does not always remain.
Living in the world is like living in water, I think.
nothing in the world can keep renain.