i <3 mika...
lol...
i realised my english is quite bad, when i read the past entries... hahahahaha... but whatever la, as long i get the msg across, it doesn't matter... lol...
you know, i suddenly understood, that we can never wish for the world to be better place by attempting to change anything or anybody....
by doing that, we'll be hindering our own freedom.... 
we should just focus on ourselves... 
lol.... i bought toto yesterday and i have 4 numbers that were in the winning numbers... so i won $30... lol... 
hahahahaha.... there's no such things as coincidences... 
lol.... we create our reality....
sometimes when i think of things that happened in the past, i feel happy, angry and all sorts of emotions....
then, i realised when i think of the past too much, history "repeats" itself... but then again, it's only because.....
i'm paying attention to it too much that it happens... again and again....
of course, if it's happy things, it's good... what's so bad about having more happy times in my life.....
but what happens, when it is not very happy things that i'm "remembering"....
well.... i just run away and hide...
hahaha.... of course not....
i'll just think of things that makes me super happy that it overshadows those not very happy things...
den the more i think of happy things, i become really very happy.....
have you ever felt so happy, that when u sit on the swing, u laugh to urself while listening to "heaven is a place on earth" on ur ipod...
then suddenly, everyone u see in the park starts becoming very friendly, everyone seems to smiling at u when u walk past them....
hahahahaha.....
sometimes i feel like i'm very weird.... lol....
but if this "weirdness" makes me happy and let me be, do and have anything...
it's ok.... ahahahahahaha.....
there's nothing i would change......
ladies and gentlemen!
love and appreciate things that u like and choose in ur life....
don't just observe e.verything that IS.... cause that;s all u'll get.... over and over and over again....
yay! ALL IS WELL!!!!
angels and demons
yum yum... just finished a pack of pretz- chilli cha cha... 
ytd... i felt cheated... hahahahahhaha....
lol.... thanks to wj and chloe's plan... lol...
but it was quite funny la...
anyway... ended up at haji lane, drinking with them... after that we took lots of pictures... very fun... 
enjoyed their company.... and chloe is so nice.... i'm just waiting for the pictures... den i can fully utilise the pictures..
there's so many pics to share... i'll just wait patiently for the everyone to upload them..... 
yayness!
i know everything will be ok 
have a great week ahead everybody! 
oh ya... hahahahha.... and i watched angels and demons just now... nice.... i think i will watch again... 
oh... and i'll teach u all to comment ok.... 
and 
, please be patient ok... hahahaha... 
i love my friends friends friends!!!! 
mothers' day...
yesterday, went to ECP to celebrate mothers' day in advance, with the rest of the family... hmmm... many didn't make it... but it was still fun, i'm sure it would be more fun with everyone together...
after that, went home to freshen up then, met up with the rest to finish up our bottle at DXO... lol...
andy and i suddenly became so overwhelmed with our dreams and started going nuts... lol.... different us with so many different types of potential charging towards our similar passions... just like last time... i was so happy with that kind of nostalgic feeling...
it was a very fruitful night... and somehow, i felt abit bad for whatever that happened... maybe not a bit.. hahahaha... i felt bad la...
but what to do... i can't dwell on the past, cause it's not gonna be of any good at all for me... so i'll look forward... and that makes me so happy.....
knowing, that, i can do anything i want.... 
anyways,,, jess and i bought all our materials for our stuff... and it was great to hang out with linda for karaoke session, and later on with kylie joining us for "material" shopping under the big sunny sun,,, that literally burnt me to my bones... hahahahaha......
oh... we finally bought the books... so happy.... and my dosage of magazines that keeps me alive... at least to sustain my life... hahaha.....
actually have a soft-cover of the book in the middle, was given to me by my uncle and aunt. but jess wants to read also, and thinks that the whole set is much more worthy than buying one by one.. i wanted "ask and it is given".... plus my kino card, hmmm.... saved more money.... hahahha....
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that day..... when walking to mrt station at raffles place... me and jess keep laughing at this sight,,,,
i think the next time round, i tell u guys how to leave a msg here alright.. for now, i'm very lazy to print scrn and tell u how to do it....
for now, i'll go and make my beautiful creations... bye bye.....
