GO INDIA !!
I'm about to apply for an Indian tourist visa.Im not sure about my itinerary still,but if i go this is the best way rather i waste time n energy in waiting at a border town.Since we japanese r spend our times living in a mono-racial, peace-stupor society I was not supposed to find some differences in the entry form....actually i am forced to find the surprisingly abundant variety of lives, patchwork patterns, unchangeable fate or a kind there.Now I am a person with a distant look on my face......XPHuuuummmm, intriguing. i wanna go.As everyone says it would be a country instantly makes us conclude whether we like or dislike it.Anything goes, I think,Overpowered by the atmosphere I might accidentally drink water of the Ganges.Or while having a meal i might waft in the air.Or when i wake up in the next morning, i might find myself the world most beautiful Asian Indian woman.Everything and anything go, it seems, having all possibilities there.Well, it is mere my dramatic imagination,but "image" is very intriguing phenomenon,cos the breath of life from image is definitely never pursued or answered tru Modern science.Ho,yo, perhaps another time about this topic ;)My desire to stand in the doorway for a life-time exploration of the identity of Japanese, the relation or connection btw Eastern thought n deep psyche,must be chopped, satayed or fried, then stewed into curry...gee, due to such a poor, innocent-kids-like optimistic attitude.There could be no way to reach some clues during my stay there at all,cos i would just have to try hard.I imagine i have to feel all things with “ MYSELF".Or,there could be no time to "feel", but just "be" there...that would be all.I ve heard the blood type B is common amg ppl in the US and India...though unsourced,Ok it would work well, an advantage for me, cos my blood type is Rh+BB....no relation? yap, just placebo, hahaha :PI could not do anything without expecting to be buffeted wildly by whatever atmosphere, energy, conversations, news, events, demands, that are going on around.Or it would be like a pressure cooker, making me spin around with hissing noise, ending up cooking me again....I always hit the same fact that"myself" is such a soooooo small, tiny, peanut-like existence.Always.I think i can manage everything in my field,but no matter what i do here, i am just nothing more than a 7 billionth part of the whole.After getting knocked down, showing my element of tremendous resilience....it is more me than anything, what d u think ? :)Well, that is why i am willing to go to the place i can become a stranger.Wow....i wanna go,so i hurry to apply the visa! Alright!
