suddenly i came up with his memories. I don't know what I want also, at the same time don't know still like or like others neither. Nobody is interested in me that I rekon sometimes. because problem is I might be acting in front of everybody and I'm tired of it. can I have a rest? maybe I've been rushing. in meantime, I wana be alone with doing nothing.
I felt sometimes in meantime that I want to go back to japan but there is no point and I'm sure that I wil feel there is no place feel comfortable and also much memories come up to me... I don mean that I miss japan I just want to feel something fresh and don't wana think anymore. it is maybe running away from reality but i just fed up with always same feeling like doesn't suffer much or absolutely happy.. so I don feel nothing special. maybe cuz I suffered a lot in before so that was massive to me then nothing now....
i don know about myself. I think I really need to seek more but tiring
don know what to do
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I felt sometimes in meantime that I want to go back to japan but there is no point and I'm sure that I wil feel there is no place feel comfortable and also much memories come up to me... I don mean that I miss japan I just want to feel something fresh and don't wana think anymore. it is maybe running away from reality but i just fed up with always same feeling like doesn't suffer much or absolutely happy.. so I don feel nothing special. maybe cuz I suffered a lot in before so that was massive to me then nothing now....
i don know about myself. I think I really need to seek more but tiring
don know what to do
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