The belief that you do not deserve it
destructs your life. Although it is not perceivable on a conscious level, this
belief is sure to remain deeply seated in your subconscious mind, and controls
your whole life, just like the operating system in the computer.
This belief is malfunctioning in that it
causes you inferior complex, low self-esteem, unworthiness, despair, apathy, lack
of self-confidence, or whatever destructs major parts of your life, be it professional
carrier or family relationships.
Where did it ever come from anyway? The
exact origin is unknown, but the seeds of this belief should have been planted
on your psyche sometime early in the period of your growth to adulthood.
It could be due to abuse, neglect, molestation,
or bullying that you might have experienced in your childhood, but there is no discussing
its origin anymore, as you are unable to wind back the clock.
What is important is not to cry over your misfortune
in despair of helplessness, but to perceive this malfunctioning belief which sleeps
deeply in your unconscious mind, and you then take on the endeavor to rewrite
the program to suit the reality of your life.