I sometimes think I'm a robot, some experiment of great scientists to develop their civilization in other planet.
Sending me pulses, it shows me views, gives me scent and many other senses.
My thinking and acts were all programmed in advance. All mistakes I have made, sadness, fear, regret, anger and other feelings. In fact I'm always overwhelmed those, repeatedly. I always try to resist, say go fuck get away from my body.
However it actually doesn't really matter even if my life was just short experiment of someone. Either way all I have to do is just breaking this crazy program always controls me.