*happy*
I'm so veryvery happy right now q__q.
For those who doesn't already know, I didn't get into the uni I wanted to. Because well, I messed up badly and ended up not doing the 'högskole test' yea, swinglish, which gave me a very small chance to actually make it, seeing how I were depending only on my grades. And I didn't make it, duh.
The last couple of weeks have been so stressfull for me, trying to find a job when there are none etcetc. The last couple of days I haven't been able to think straight because my mom was making everything even more stressfull @___@... I haven't been able to think, and you should have seen my writing... kept making typos. lolol. I felt like I made a fool out of myself the entire time.. which made it even worst. moms.
I thank Sayaka for saving me in a time like this T__T..
BUTBUT, today I recieved a mail that I've been accpted! :D
I answered the mail right away *desperate* andand I'm so happy T___T...
I don't know how to explain it but.. It gives me a feeling that, I can move on in life now xD
And I get to study what I enjoy the most, JAPANESE XD Hopefully meet some new awesome people as well ;q..
I had gotten so used to studying japanese.. now suddenly not being able to.. Was like telling me I can't do what I want to do O_o. Which kinda made me panic xD Am I making sense? Am I weird? idek. lolol.
I finally feel calm again T___T..
and now I'll finally enjoy my last week of summer :D!
For those who doesn't already know, I didn't get into the uni I wanted to. Because well, I messed up badly and ended up not doing the 'högskole test' yea, swinglish, which gave me a very small chance to actually make it, seeing how I were depending only on my grades. And I didn't make it, duh.
The last couple of weeks have been so stressfull for me, trying to find a job when there are none etcetc. The last couple of days I haven't been able to think straight because my mom was making everything even more stressfull @___@... I haven't been able to think, and you should have seen my writing... kept making typos. lolol. I felt like I made a fool out of myself the entire time.. which made it even worst. moms.
I thank Sayaka for saving me in a time like this T__T..
BUTBUT, today I recieved a mail that I've been accpted! :D
I answered the mail right away *desperate* andand I'm so happy T___T...
I don't know how to explain it but.. It gives me a feeling that, I can move on in life now xD
And I get to study what I enjoy the most, JAPANESE XD Hopefully meet some new awesome people as well ;q..
I had gotten so used to studying japanese.. now suddenly not being able to.. Was like telling me I can't do what I want to do O_o. Which kinda made me panic xD Am I making sense? Am I weird? idek. lolol.
I finally feel calm again T___T..
and now I'll finally enjoy my last week of summer :D!
ノスタルジックノスタルジックノスタルジック
ちょくちょく、ノスタルジックな音楽を聴きますだ・・・
ノスタルジックな気持ちは何か何か・・平静です。
今の気持ちが好き
じゃ、スピッツ
そして！
サスケ
そして・・
森高千里さん
そして・・・
そして・・・！！
尾崎豊さん
やっぱり、この気持ちが・・幸せだった
ノスタルジックな気持ちは何か何か・・平静です。
今の気持ちが好き
じゃ、スピッツ
そして！
サスケ
そして・・
森高千里さん
そして・・・
そして・・・！！
尾崎豊さん
やっぱり、この気持ちが・・幸せだった
home
I'm finally home T__T.. for reals. lol.
2 weeks of travelling was quite stressfull even if I got to spend one of the days at home and almost half of the time in Sweden. I can only say that, I've never been as happy to be home. Even though my time in Barcelona was wonderful. I want to learn spanish, and travel the world!! xD
My brother is living here now. Going to be living here for his school. Feels quite nice actually xD
Speaking of school, most of my friends are going back to school now. Not me though. Feels weird xD Espacially seeing how I wanted to study this year as well.
I am missing alot of people. Espacially degarna & co ;w;.. Want to meet them soon~
Also Therese wants us to buy one each of these for the first HP7 movie premier xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
2 weeks of travelling was quite stressfull even if I got to spend one of the days at home and almost half of the time in Sweden. I can only say that, I've never been as happy to be home. Even though my time in Barcelona was wonderful. I want to learn spanish, and travel the world!! xD
My brother is living here now. Going to be living here for his school. Feels quite nice actually xD
Speaking of school, most of my friends are going back to school now. Not me though. Feels weird xD Espacially seeing how I wanted to study this year as well.
I am missing alot of people. Espacially degarna & co ;w;.. Want to meet them soon~
Also Therese wants us to buy one each of these for the first HP7 movie premier xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
SAE-CHAN~
さえちゃん！
お誕生日おめでとうございます！！
May all your dreams come true this year! Can't believe you're already 20 xD Keep the genking up. I know I'll grow to love you even more this year as well. Although I feel a bit bad posting this on this blog seeing how I posted at my fandom blog for Sayaka but... yea. Happy Birthday Sae-chan!
Today is also my dad's and one of my niece's birthday. I'll have a busy day ahaha~~
お誕生日おめでとうございます！！
May all your dreams come true this year! Can't believe you're already 20 xD Keep the genking up. I know I'll grow to love you even more this year as well.
Although I feel a bit bad posting this on this blog seeing how I posted at my fandom blog for Sayaka but... yea. Happy Birthday Sae-chan!Today is also my dad's and one of my niece's birthday. I'll have a busy day ahaha~~