Good evening.
It's early May, and it makes you feel like spring. It's a late cherry blossom tree line in Japan 🌸
I enjoy seeing the mountain surface turn pink every year,
If you notice, this year is also such a season.
Last month, I turned 38 and wondered if I was walking about half the life expectancy.
I read about 6 books last month, but most of them are different because of my thoughts. The batting average in April was about 0.82 with 30 at-bats, and nothing went wrong. I think there were many.
It is completely sent to the championship manager's farm.
My personality is that I want to output it as soon as I read it.
It may be a natural reward for not being successful to change your mind during the same week.
It was a warning that I read too much.
A book that I read too much because I was so excited about the new year.
All of them were attractive and I wanted to incorporate them right away, but the story was bad.
Thanks to that, as if it also appeared as a side effect of the drug
The bad part is ...
I can't say that I'm proud of the feelings that people say or point out, and I haven't thought of it in the last few years.
But when I feel the moment when my beliefs are shaken, I feel depressed.
What was cherished?
I want to grow myself even if I'm secondary
The growth of those who are ahead of them, even if they are not themselves, is the motivation and joy.
In the end, my existence is no longer worth it, and I went to a place where no one needed me anymore. Thank you for your hard work. It is difficult to support or support someone's life unless you steer with the preparedness to hit your shoulder.
It's a little heavy, but I think it really is.
It is natural that what you directly work on will be the result and evaluation.
When trying to make people who are not themselves do this, it is not possible to divide it into force majeure and achieve results.
It's a difficult task.
And even if I don't do it myself, it's our job and motivation.
And if you write it in a sentence, it looks like a hell picture, but can you enjoy this to the fullest?
I am working on it every day.
After working as a member of society for nearly 20 years, I can have as many successful experiences as I can, with the image that what I have worked on will be the best work and the deliverables.
It may seem overconfident, but it's not because I'm good, but because the people who guided and raised me were good.
Use yourself for someone with all your might.
This is the figure that illuminates the back of the ancestor.
If you use your power just for yourself, the people who raised me will cry.
A convenient word for handing down technology.
Was it really a tech thief! ?? Like.
It's been a little longer, but it's a story that I couldn't collect because of a little bit of feeling.
To put it simply, I realized that I wanted to give priority to myself, and I was dented.
I haven't found the answer yet
However, it feels like I'm alive at this time, so it's not bad.
Anthropology called society.
It's easy to convey technology, but it's difficult to convey the attitude and way of thinking about working.
The sound of the bell echoes in my heart 😳
Hyakka Ryouran 🤪 A wonderful play 👆
I went to Date Jidaimura today 👏
Very fulfilling GW first day ✌️
What to do tomorrow 🤗
こんばんは。
早いもので5月に入り、春らしさを感じさせる、日本の中では遅い時期の桜並木🌸
山肌がピンク色になる姿を毎年楽しんでいるが、
気づけば今年もそんな季節。
先月は38歳になり平均寿命から見ても半分くらいの所を歩いているのかと、ふと考えてしまう。
先月6冊ほど読んだ本があったが珍しく筆者の思いが点でバラバラのものが多くて、4月の打率は30打席で0.82程の不発で、なにをやっても上手くいかない事が多かった気がする。
完全に選手権監督のファーム送りです。
読んだらすぐにアウトプットしたくなるのが私の性格。
同じ週の中で思いが変わってしまうのは上手くいかなくて当然の報いかも知れない。
読みすぎ注意報でした。
新年度を迎えて気持ちが熱くなり気合いのあまりに読みすぎた本。
どれも魅力的な内容で今すぐにでも取り入れたい事ばかりだったけど、ストーリー性が悪かった。
おかげで薬の副作用でもあらわれたかのように、
不調な所が、、、
人に何か言われたり指摘された位で揺らぐ思いなんてプライドって言えないし、私自身ここ数年思いあたるふしは無い。
けど、自分で自分の信念がブレた瞬間を感じると、これは落ち込む。
大切にしてきたものが何だったのか。
自分というものを二の次にしてでも育てたい、
自分でなくても力を注ぐその先に立つ者の成長こそがモチベーションとなり喜びとなる。
最後に自分の存在価値が無くなり、もう誰もが私を必要としない位の所に行き、お疲れ様、もういいよ。と肩を叩かれる位の覚悟を持って舵をきらないと、だれかの人生を支えたり、応援したりする事は難しい。
少し重いけど、本当にそうだと思う。
自分が直接手をかけたものが成果となり評価となるのは当たり前だ。
これを、自分では無い者達にさせようとした時に、不可抗力と割り切らずに成果をあげさせる事は
難題である。
そして私自身は手がけなくとも、私達の仕事であり、モチベーションとなる。
そして、文章に書くと地獄絵図の様だけど、これを最高に楽しんで進める事ができないか？
日々取り組んでいる。
20年近く社会人をしてると、自分の力で自分が手掛けたものが最高の仕事になるイメージや成果物として出せる成功体験は何度でも出来る。
自信過剰に見えるかも知れないが、私が優秀なのではなく、私を指導して育ててくれた方々が優秀だったから当然だ。
全力で誰かのために自分を使う。
これが先人の背中に照らす姿だ。
力を自分だけの為に使うなら、私を育てた人達が泣く。
技術の伝承という都合よい言葉。
本当は技術泥棒だったのか！？みたいな。
少し長くなりましたが、ちょっとした事で、ブレた気持ちに収集がつかなくなった話です。
簡単に言うと自分を優先したくなっている自分がいた事に気が付いて、凹んだと言う内容です。
まだ答えが見つからない、
けど、こんな時間も生きてる感じがして悪くないよね。
社会という人間学。
技術を伝えるのは簡単でも、仕事に取り組む姿勢や考え方は伝えるのは難しい。
鐘の音が胸に響く😳
百花繚乱🤪素敵なお芝居👆
今日は伊達時代村に行ってきた👏
とても充実したGW初日✌️
明日は何しましょう🤗