Sociopath

Some people spend so much time and money trying to make their visible body parts more attractive that their inside personality is starting
to spoil...

Real Problem is not your face or the looks.
Problem is your Personality, please go get some psychological help...
Before you kill someone or get killed...
Be more dependent, STOP sucking up people souls, abusing, using
there kindness and when there's nothing to retrieve
you trash them with pleasure.

I never knew or heard of the word sociopath until I was left alone and trying to figure out WTH happened, Trying to understand how easily she picked up, left and moved on.

I had to look up a dictionary what sociopath means. It said:
Someone whose social behavior is extremely abnormal. Sociopaths are interested only in their personal needs and desires, without concern for the effects of their behavior on others.

What I learned dating a Sociopath and warnings signs to spot them.
Here are my opinion and personal experience.

*Sociopath makes a life out of studying how to manipulate, dominate,
control you.

*They will master the art by being attractive and charming.

*Charismatic individual.

*Above average intelligence.

*Lie & inconsistencies Gaps in Their Stories...

* Does not think like a normal person or have normal emotion.

*Nothing is their fault.

*Back-stab you, throw you under the bus without hesitating.

*They like to satisfy their personal demands.
sociopath is always on the lookout for a better emotional supplier. (prey)

*They will stay with one a partner for as long as the emotions are new
or useful to them.
But will move on when things become emotional runs dry or things become
‘inconvenient’ for them.

*They feel no need to hold onto friendships, for the sake of “friendship”.
That is why they have few real friends or idk if they even have real friends
in there lives...
-yet they easily make a great first impression,
and are the life of the party.
Once they feel that the social circle is no longer of use, they leave. Gone!

*Lots of superficial “friendships” no true friendships.

* You will be isolated, No social life. ( Including your friends and hobby.)

*no matter how long the relationship lasts, they will eventually
move on to the next pray.
– without you, and with all of the love, money, and time that they
took from you.

The behavior or these people will drive you crazy and drain your energy and wallet.

I can write a whole book on my experience.
I fell in love deeply and gave all I had.
And in the process relationship I physically did hurt someone I really cared for and
never be proud of my actions.

With this relationship I struggled with Multiple personal disorder, Insomnia and Major depressive disorder.
Have been seen with several therapist and psychologist.
Currently still on treatment with medications.

Slowly trying to move on but Still have difficulty...
It will take more time to recover and heal from all the psychological, emotional damages and financially. There are times I feel Traumatized or
feel hopeless...

I am Very grateful of my Family and friends that supported me.
Especially my daughter Runa, I love you so much you are my life.
My one and only sister that was there to listen and waited patiently for me
to open up. Didn't judge me with my complex of being gay.

I Was able to find out who truly cares and friends that don't turn back on you
when you need help.
Without you guys I really don't know what I would of done to myself...
Probably succeeded in committing suicide.
Thank you for being there for me. A million "Thank you" would still not be enough to express my feeling.

I only wish I had known anything about sociopath longtime ago and maybe
I could of "Let her go" easily or avoided my mental disorders...
I was blinded with love and was a Fool...
These people are dangerous, stay away from them.

On the Bright side, I try to think and say
"I have learned an invaluable lesson in life".