SIGH.
The fact that the entrance exam is coming up soon totally freaks me out.
let me just make things straight here.
I'm not the kind of person who has lived overseas for a long time, like those called returnees. I'm just an ordinary girl who started learning English at the age of 13 and fortunately got an opportunity to live in America on an exchange program for one year. so what?
It's not like I don't appreciate the opportunity or anything but I just can't understand why people around me are so sure of me passing the exam. They are way more confident than I am. I know they are trying to encourage me and make me feel better but it sometimes annoys me. Honestly, I dont have any confidence at all. :<
I don't have eiken grade 1 or skills of other foreign languages.. etc
and I just don't think I can compete with other students on the same level.
It's not fair you know?
well but I'm the one who decided to try and I'm actually happy about my decision.
Regardless of the result, I think the process of overcoming myself and going through hardships is the most important part of all this. at least for me.
I've been in a negative state and I know that. but why don't I just face the reality and do this thing!!!!!! lol even if I will be breaking into pieces when I actually do so. lol
This is going to be the biggest challenge in my life. Please wish me luck :D
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