My girl friend is a German. Of course she is living in Germany now.
Hum hum... I forgot to introduce myself.
I am a Korean, of course I am living in Korea.
Recently there are so many anti-Korean in Japan. I hope readers are not anti-Korean.
We met on a website at 22th, April in 2009 at the first time.
We have had a lot of chatting, of course we have had a lot of webcam chats too.
We wanted each others so much. But there were a lot of story.
So, we had been friends for long time. Even she called me just 'Oppa', It's Korean word of older brother.
I wanted to make her my girl so many times. But our distance is really too far.
From Korea to Germany... 8220Km as a straight line distance.
So, it was really not reality to meet her in real.
It was like a kidding when we met at the first time. I felt like that.
Because there are so many friends who are coming and leaving frequently.
I was to think her like a friend.
We had so many sad and funny days even we were away when we had a couples each other.
But we wanted each others and the problem was just the long distance.
Our hearts were really closed.
I have wanted to meet real love but I couldn't meet real love.
I thought I can but it's really difficult.
Further I had heard a lot of bad things from others. Many girls look forward to meet riches only. Even I read a lot of threads about it.
A sister asked to me not to read and see like it when she asked about my status.
Actually I answered to her I think to meet a girl in Korea is really difficult.
I was enough from my experiences. Meeting someone is really not easy.
My girl friend is really lovely. Always ....
- she asked me on skype now "what are you doing?", "searching internet", "what are you searching?", " airplanes" -
She doubted me because I looked serious to her eyes. Actually I am writing this. ^^
Always she loves and let me loves her so much now.
When she wanted to have a talk, I quit the talk in the past.
I was really jealous person although I am still now.
So I tore her heart a lot of times, my heart was torn the same when every times I quit.
She shouted - actually she typed but I felt it - "unfair!!!"
I saw she was really difficult to live because of her love in the end of last year.
So I wanted to make happy at least.
We had a talk. She always waited for her love. So I wanted to have a talk with her by her love log on skype but her love didn't so many times that I had not heard it from her that her love logs on.
I saw her on skype. It was really long time. I was really happy.
And I decided again I can flirt you once more and then if I will success, I will make you happiest in the world.
Finally we had a relationship. But there was a problem because I thought she was not a girl who I have thought in the past. So I told her break our relationship.
Because I didn't want to have hurts again. So, I told her like that.
But it's my misunderstanding.
She forgave me. Really we got a relationship finally.
And she is just 24 years and 7 months, she will be 25 soon.
I am 36 years and 1 month.
So I am called a thief from others. Of course she calls too.
Always she has said to me "Age is nothing"
I really thank her for caring me always.
Now she is studying Korean language for me.
I love her really so much.
I will make you happiest in the world.
I will show what real love in in the world.
I am preparing to fly and to meet her now.
I believe we will finally be together in June.
<3 SaRangHae <3