Mar. 18 (s)

Be aware of everything around you, otherwise you will make mistakes...

right after i was said so, i was being careless, and without saying, making a big stupid mistake...

How come? It was not hard at all....be aware....just it.....

Why cant i do that kind of easy thing.....no actually it wasnt like "hard/easy"

something people dont do....too stupid to make it happen...

but i make that kind of things happen......to bother other people...

i think that i am trying hard not to give other people trouble...

but do stupid things to bother others...

lose trust...no body can trust me as long as i keep making stupid mistakes....

i know.....be aware of things aroud me......

then prevent the stupid careless mistakes.....

ok , i know...

JDI, BDBS!!!

2006 Mar. 16

強風。　雨。　ビニール傘折れそう。　

寒い。　侘しい。　心に凍みる。

なにより、　はじめからうまくいくことなんてない

そして、　目に見える成果が出せることは少ない

でも、　がんばってれば報われる

もぅ、３amなっちゃうね・・・　９９☆