enjoying with DVDs called Laguna Beach

I borrowed Laguna Beach season1 and I just realized it wasnt like a drama. Just like a documentary in stuff among the teenagers youth living in Laguna.

It came up a lot of scenes that i went when i was in the California.

Every sngle scenes reminds me of the days back in there...

Nostalgic, makes me cry... I wanna go back to So Cal and spend a great time out there!!

Alright. Just finished up watching season1 so its time to go borrow the next season and The O.C,too!!

Cant wait to hurry up to the rental shop!!

Im comin'

I have a beef!!!

I sometimes think like what I really wanna be or how I really want to be in my future....=(

just think and keep on worrying a lot coming up in my mind,though, can't say anything out loud...

well, thats my character since I was a kid.(which means its not good...) I do really wanna solve this fuckin' problems but I still don't know how to deal with it:((

What am I gonna do for that!!??

Can anyone tell me??

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もしかしたらもう、はまってるのかも。