The Prayer of Jabez

Oh, that you would bless me and enlarge my territory! Let your hand be with me, and keep me from harm so that I will be free from pain. - 1 CHRONICLES 4:10

"The prayer of Jabez" is one of famous books for Christian. I had this book from my cousin for many years, but I only read once or twice before baptizing. After back to TW, I found this book in my shelf and I almost forgot that I have this small book. I read and then I felt the living word of the LORD in it. What a short pray. only four sentences in Chinese, but it shows us how to pray for Him, wait for Him, and get close to Him.

I remind that I've used this verse to pray long, long time ago. On my way, the LORD really bless me and take me away from the pain. I'm lucky that my mom didn't give the name, like Jabez, means pain, but she gave me the name, Pei-Hsuan, means jade in Chinese. I'm their jade, not pain. If I were Jabez, would I have this faith for God, or just pity myself? I think he trust and rely on the LORD stronger than his brothers, so he can be more honorable in God. Jabez also give us a good pray. I love his pray.

Yesterday, I read this book again and then pray on the way to meet with my friend. I prayed that I can say Gospel to others. At first, one lady sat with me and I don't have any opportunities to speak with her. When I found the time, she left. I felt bad that I pray for her. Hope God can bless her and give me another chance. Even it's not today, that's okay. However, God is miraculous so that I got a chance to speak His word. One brother sat behind me and talked with his friend about God. I listened and gave him a smile. He asked shy to me: anything wrong...? Then, God let me join their conversation. What a surprise for me.

After that, my boyfriend drove me home. He was little angry because I talked with other men or...anyway, I didn't know why but I knew he's unhappy. I told him that we only talked about the LORD, nothing special. He didn't say anything and only I can do is to pray. Before home, he's not angry at all. However, I hope he can become brother someday even if we don't get together.

Praise the LORD. We all need Jesus.

戰隊八問

感覺好像填過這個東西@@A

１．如果你是戰隊的召集者，你會想替戰隊取什麼名字？
小瓜呆戰隊 (這陣子突然很懷念小瓜呆=3=)

２．如果你可以挑顏色的話，想挑什麼顏色呢？
天藍色 (因為我很天然XD)

３．想拿什麼樣的武器？
長木棍, 主要不是來打架是用來看戲的

４．想要什麼樣子的必殺技？
撐竿跳ˇ主要是能百分之百逃離戰區ˇˇ

５．替你的出場想一句口號。
「這世界要是沒有小瓜呆, 是多麼無趣啊~~」

６．比較想躲起來變身還是當眾變身？
躲起來ˇ因為當小瓜呆要有神祕感~~

７．會想要開著大型機器人在都市裡頭行走嗎？
嗯…要看小瓜呆戰隊的人會不會開XD

８．請找你想組隊的人並配上顏色把棒丟過去XD（回頭找扔你棒的人組也OK）
蒼→ 紅 (給你當隊長~)
世→粉紅(我還是覺得你跟粉紅色比較搭)
凱→黑(隱藏小瓜呆XD)
紅→綠(青青小瓜呆~~)

以上要填不填隨你愛~

整理+補充

昨天, 思考之後, 決定還是要跟男朋友好好談談

畢竟遠距離對維繫感情來說, 還是有很多問題的

今天就針對溝通這點先來好好談談, 老實說我不喜歡把氣氛搞得這麼嚴肅

但......不正經點, 好像都覺得沒關係似的, 不論這個, 先進入正題吧

老實說, 感覺怎麼搞得像開會一樣=3=

我整理出三個問題, 需要解決跟思考, 先列出問題, 發問的原由, 你的答案, 最後是建議及補充

1. 我自顧自的講自己的生活, 報告日常瑣事跟流水帳, 會不會讓你覺得很煩或是你根本覺得不想聽

原因: 通常在我開始說自己的瑣事, 你好像不是很想聽(回應大多不超過一句, 或不超過五個字orz), 你會想要知道我過得如何嗎? 還是說知道跟不知道都沒差, 反正我只要活在你的想像裡就好了(汗) 而且最近有些事情不知道該怎麼說出口, 一些變化一些事物怕談多了, 你會覺得煩

答案: 還好啊, 就還OK...

建議: 既然你說都OK, 我就繼續講我的瑣事, 只是你可以給我些回應嗎? 有時候不是不想說, 而是你的反應讓我很挫折, 乾脆不說或許你耳根子還比較清靜些, 你可以直接告訴我你不想聽, 這個我可以接受

2. 請給我一個時間, 兩個人固定聊天的時間 (時間長度: 30~60分)

原因: 很簡單, 因為有時候打電話過去, 時間不對, 會讓兩個人都不開心, 還不如固定給我個時間, 這樣一方面不會使兩個人都不高興, 另一方面也可以讓我省錢....我覺得我也需要跟家裡橋一個固定時間Q口Q

答案: 暫定禮拜五的晚上 (也就是美國禮拜五的早上)

建議: 看你是要一周一次或兩次以上都OK, 只要你說, 我能配合就配合, 不能配合我會說, 你假如突然有事, 也可以跟我說, 我並不是心胸這麼狹窄的, 只是要事前跟我說, 或留Message就OK了......

補充: 你要接受我幾乎每分鐘都會想著你的事實, 還有請開skype or MSN

3. 要怎麼跟你講話你才會說比較多話呢?

原因: 我承認我很愛講話, 而且也喜歡聽別人講話, 所以我很想聽你講話但又不知道怎麼跟你講話或問你甚麼 你才會比較多話, 抱歉....我真的很喜歡跟人聊天QQ

答案: 這是個很難回答的問題

建議: 沒關係, 你就好好想想吧, 也不用妄想一次就可以完全回答, 但也不必就從此不回答, 可是你得要好好想想, 怎麼跟我說話, 告訴我你的近況......that's all.....

補充: 我不想要距離帶來兩個人互相猜忌, 因為這樣的心很痛, 假如你不想我吵你或說有些你覺得會傷到我的事情, 你可以跟我好好說, 或說等過幾天再跟我說, 但不要甚麼都不說

以上, 若是要補充或太斷章取義等等, 請留言給我, 我可以修正+刪除, thanks