Senzoku Gakuen

I was watching TV pretty late last night and guess what, some kids from Senzoku Gakuen were being interviewed! it was surprising enuff already but the show was hosted by famous Kitano Takeshi

No wonder I woke up my mom and kept saying OMG lol It was like "OMG mom it's Senzoku! OMG awww the classroom still looks the same! OMG they have OMG...a new math teacher?!" not hard to imagine me doing that, right? lol

It's pretty cool that my school is on TV but the thing is that it was about the math league[rakugaki:01]
First of all I had no idea that my school had a team (I knew there were kids who are really good at math tho). Also they have teams not just one!



Obviously I was not the type who is crazy about math and other subjects which have something to do with numbers, so I did not have that much connection with those people (I try not to use a word "nerds" to describe them because....I dunno, they are nerds after all lol) but still it is surprising to know that there are mathletes from my school

The teams did not make it to the final round but I am still proud of them and hope they try it again next year!





昨日の夜遅くテレビ 見てたら
ビックリ！なんとあたしが行ってた洗足学園の生徒がインタビューされてた！
それだけでもビックリだったけど、番組がなんと「マス北野」！

ママのことスグに起こしてテレビの前でOMG(オーマイガッ)連発w


「 OMG ママ、洗足だよ！
OMG 教室全然変わってないー
OMG え？！数学OMG...新しい先生だし?!」

みたいな感じで、まぁうるさかったよねw


洗足テレビに出るのは嬉しいけど、
数学甲子園のコトででるってどうなのよ…
てかチームあったコトすら知らなかったし
しかも2チームもだよ


あたしは私立文系だったし、
数学とか数字使う教科大好きって柄じゃないからそういうなんていうか…

ちょっと頭冴えててオタッキーな人々
(悪気はないんだけど他に言い方思いつかなくて…)
との関わりあんま無かったんだけど、でも数学甲子園でれるような人いるってスゴイことだよね！

決勝まで残れなかったみたいだけど
でも君たち(女子だから彼女たち？)は
洗足の誇りだよ！
来年も頑張ってね



iPhoneからの投稿

Japanese Festival

I went to the Japanese festival near from my house last weekend.

When I found it, it reminded me of the days that I used to go to those festivals with mom when I was little.

I remember that I really loved the atmosphere it provides and the people because everyone is smiling at the festival

Also I got to wear yukata (summer kimono)...welp, not this time but looking back those memories made me feel that the time has passed and the fact that I'm a grown up already...Actually I found myself not being able to face the fact that I'm graduating next year and the next step of my life is about to start, yet im not ready, not yet, at least not now.

So, all I can do for now is to fully enjoy this summer, the last summer of my university life



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Backstabber

The finals are finally over and I was sooo stoked about upcoming summer vacation. But now I dun even know how I'm gonna survive...I'm falling apart.


I debated whether I should talk about this since it's something personal but then I thought that this kinda things rarely happens and if I can share my thoughts and feelings by posting this and if this makes some kinda difference in me or other people, I think it's worth trying.


So here's my story.

I was dating a guy for about 2months. I know it's not that long but yet I thought we had something and even though I had some concerns about his behavior, I told myself that it's just the way he is and tried to understand him. I have to admit that he's gorgeous. He's 5'10", hot like AnF models with a cute smile. oh, yeah he actually worked for AnF as a model. I guess that's why he was always surrounded by the girls, especially the japanese ones. He's with bunch of girls every time my friends see him at school. I mean that's totally cool with me because he told me about those girls and he doesn't see 'em more then friends, that he sees me differently from other girls. So, I trusted him. But after facing two fatal mistakes, welp I don't know if that was even a mistake, I decided to leave him.

One night, I was having some drinks with my bestie and he was at some party. we were texting and he decided to join. Well, we were drinking with bunch of people that we just met at the pub, so he joined us. When he came to the pub, he met the people there and one of them noticed that he has a HICKEY on his neck. Me n my bestie didn't notice at that time, but that person told me a couple of days later and I started freaking out, literally FREAKING OUT. I was not sure if that was actually a hickey, so I checked the pictures from that night and YES HE ARRIVED WITH A HICKEY ON HIS NECK. Of course he denied it telling me some bullshit like if he was making out with someone at the party, why he would have come all the way just to see me and he told me he doesn't do those things with any other chicks besides me. That was kinda convincing even thou the picture clearly says that he's lying. I even thought that it's just a hickey, I mean we are still young so maybe he just wanted to try things out (Thinking like that was really stupid of me thou). At this time, I wanted to trust him because maybe a part of me did not wanna face the fact that he's cheating and if I just let it go, everything would be okay. After that, I became a bit skeptical of what he does when he's not around. I did not wanna be a clingy, needy girlfriend of course, maybe I just wanted to pretend that I don't care those small stuff. But looking back, maybe that was a sign, maybe God (I'm not a Christian) was trying tell me something is wrong with him. Yet I cannot change the fact that I ignored that sign because I was already falling for him.

After a while, everything went back okay and I almost forgot about the hickey. And again things got complicated by a series of his hard-to-understand behavior with his friends, needless to say, girls. I could not eat much because of too much concerns that I had, so I took some distance from him. Physically and mentally, it's not healthy. He didn't text or call me about a week or so, so I told myself that maybe for him I was also just a part of his vacation in Japan, that he's leaving here soon enough and if he does not wanna see me again, that's cool. Yet since we haven't talked over what we are and where we stand, things were not clear between me and him.
There was my friend's party last friday and I invited him because I asked the organizer to put him on the bday list so that he can get in for free. I did it when we were doing fine, and I thought he might not come since things are not alright anymore so I asked my friend to delete him from the list cuz if he doesn't show up, that would be embarrassing for me as well.
So me and my girls were on the way to the party, my friend saw him on the street with girls. I did not see him but we all just hurried to the entrance hoping he wouldn't notice us. I mean, people usually get the message after realizing that they are not on the guest list anymore, that means they are not welcome to be there. But somehow he failed to get the message and entered the club with his girls. He found me near the bar and even said hi to me. I was so confused by that. I did not understand why he can act like nothing happened and started conversation with me. Maybe for him, I did not mean anything. maybe I was just one of his girls after all. My friends took my hand and took me to the dancefloor so that I don't need to talk to him anymore. So, I tried to forget about his presence and tried to have fun. Then guess what I saw....he was making out with a chick. not just a smooch but passionate kisses with tongue for a long time. I couldn't take it so I went outside to get some fresh air. When I went back into the club, they were still making out. He knew that me and my friends were there. Also, except for my good friends, my friends still thought that we were dating. It was pretty humiliating and insulting. If he wanted to get laid, he should have gone to the different club so that anyone I know did not need to see him doing that. Or he wanted me to see it to make me jealous? I've never met anyone who disrespects me this way and he hurt me like I've never experienced before. I still don't understand why he could do something like that to me. Did I do something wrong? Do I deserve this? Did I ask him too much? I don't think so.
Well, he totally ruined my night. I went there to kick start summer, to have fun with my friends, not to see him making out with a chick RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME. The times I spent with him, the times I thought of him, the times I talked about him to my friends, I want those moments back. What was it all about? Was it just me making a mistake falling for a douchebag?
One thing I can say is that I do not think I can trust guys anymore.

Oh, and one good thing is that he's leaving Japan today, so I won't see him again. I also defriended him on fb but I don't think he would notice because now I know that he doesn't care about me at all. At least I won't see any of his posts, it makes me a bit easier to move on.
Love is the hardest drug to quit, but it is way harder when it is taken away.

Thanks for reading this :)
please comment and tell me how you think!

its been a while!!!

Kyon kinda forced me to blog again so here I come hahaha

I think im gonna change my layout for this blog cuz this site for now really reminds me of UCI and the fun times I had back in the states.

Since im moving on to my next step of my life (I hope lol) its time for some major change in here too!

BTW, ive been listening to Justin Bieber a lot these days. seems like hes coming to tokyo next week....lets see if i can see him during his stay lol

and oh my recent fav is Shaun White the one and only snowboarder from SanDiego, CA! I think many of you saw him again and again on TV during the Vancouver Olympics but OMG hes AWESOMEST hahahaha

neways, going back to Justin Bieber, my power push for now is "Never Let You Go"!

hope i can keep blogging this time....really do!!!!

Back in Japan

アメリカから日本に帰ってきてはやヶ月がすぎましたー


なんか、はやいなぁ
もうすっかり日本に帰化しちゃったよー
そしてもちろんかなりアメリカシック



でも、今こっち帰ってきて
自分の将来と向き合い始めてます



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