Today was a bit of a challenge and I rode the ledge for a couple of hours. I mean, it's there, just not here China Emergency Light yet. In the dark, I've noticed, the distance of the light is deceiving. Yet the centrifugal forces of our emotions threaten to send us to the edge as we struggle to maintain our grip of the centre. The longer we can stay there, the more laughter we experience in the face of adversity. When times are hard and the situation seems hopeless, we usually turn a corner and can see the light at the end of the tunnel. It's like riding the merry-go-round in a playground. Having this perspective of existence that I've spoken of before, I'm finding it easier to find my way back to centre. I've been experiencing that too. I still have more tunnel to go through. Even so, I've also noticed that to edge away a bit from centre propels me into more action. The centre is the safest part to stay, with much less risk of being thrown off. Hanging on is really tough some days but I still refuse to give up. Will I reach the opening today, tomorrow, next week, next month, or 2006? I don't know. The dance of life.
Ride the Wheel
It's a challenge to stay at the centre of the wheel of change. We all know that saying.
Never Give Up
You know, I just responded to someone this evening and wrote that I could see the light at the end of the tunnel.
. There's a fine line there that must be negotiated. Looking at the situation, I fully saw this about a month or two ago and figured that the light at the end of the tunnel would've materialized by now.