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after work, got home and facebooked jacky signed in class with micku and others, first thing came to my mind was that no one invited me, just like before. so i txted micku and found out that benny told her that he called me and claimed that i said i dont want to come. first reaction, wtf? second thought, benny is being fishy. of course, i never refused to go. he even made lame excuses when i asked him. fuck this bitchs fail troll. i should really stop hanging out with useless people. guh blogging on ps3 gives me blisters.

day ?2

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im always a jelly person, from the most little actions. i cared about her too much even she deserves none of it. maybe its because we have been through so much , i always try to protect her , from people . shes been getting way too close with my friends. i just think that she is being too comfortable to them, and doesnt realize their actions. its obvious that all benny jacky and turtle likes her, not to mention tong..... i just think that she treats people beyond friends and thats why they think they have a chance. she asked me before if im feeling uncomfortable with her hanging out with them she will stop but i didnt want to be selfish. maybe i should really tell her.

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im after all too lazy to write a blog everyday. i always break promises to myself. not too much happened lately, just going to to work and trying to relax. i cannot avoid micku at all. the other day benny called me, asking me where i was, i was home. i figured he wants to come over, and do nothing. so i told him i was at chinatown . i hesitated for a second ,instincts kicked in, there might be a chance that micku is with him ,so i txted back and said im actually home. they were right outside. i was playing dynasty warriors and i heard micku. no big deal ,i was on my focus mode , nothing can bother me. after my game, i suggested to watch a movie . while still being cold to her,she left to meet up with her friend, no goodbye were given. later i found out she went to get icecream with her ex,jelly came. then i realized , if i dont like her anymore , why would i care? i did. im