oh yea after the long absense i finally logged in this account.
hell ya!
i think typing about my life or my temporary feelings is a good habit for me to excercise my brain.
so ill try to write more diaries from today on.
i realized today that i was living formyself and was too selfish.
i care about my life but i didnt care about my mother's while she is treating me so nice.
i noticed it when i thought about her favorite food.
i dont even know what she likes.
i cant send any food even when i want to send some gifts to her.
i should be more attentive and show some respect to other ppl around me.
i often forget my family is always around and help me any time.
i know thats not true.
and why i can go to school because my dad pays the tuition.
i need to go back to the time when i was showing my respect to other ppl.
i was sort of a good girl before.
i depend on mom too much.
i cant live without her.
thats one reason i applied to exchange program.
i shud become more independent in a way i can live my life by myself.
everytime i have any problems i talk about it with mom and everythings be solved.
but that makes me more lazy and thats why ive became such a thoughtless person.
im taking TP this sem and in this class i need to define some words in English.
it is kinda tough task for me because i havent even thought about the meaning of "mind" that much.
can you explain the word"mind" correctly?
it requires not only the verbal skill but also the thinking skill.
im lacking of them thats why i do bad in the class.
anyway
im applying to exchange program.
hope ill be accepted to San Francisco University.
i want somewhere warm.
ken kun is just hot.
hot hot hot.
but i cant get closer to him he is too enough for me.
i should be better,
lace is much sexy and cutier than me.
she is a kind of a girl i wanna be.(i admire just her appearance)
ill do push up and more.
ill be better.
i will.
bien. thats all for today.
